Story Of My Life

I'm in LIKE with a Derp

I really want to talk about my Derp to atleast one of my friends. But I know they are probably all tired of me liking new guys and going all likey of them. I just want to say that's he's so great. Hes so weird and I love that. Like he'd always make faces to make me laugh. (Some of us got to go on three trips to visit colleges. My derp, friend and me went on all three. So we were like tofether for a week and a half.)*not together as a couple but in group*~I wish a couple~ like we had this thing of trying to blind each other by using screens to reflect light. He would casually sit there and use his watch to blind people. It was so funny. Like we would be like oohhh legs and he'd do this weird moan and we died of laughter. We have a joke about 15 year old boys cant handle themselves aroumd girls legs ams shoulders. So he would do these weird moans. He's such a derp. :)
I wonder if he has noticed I like him. I feel as it was obvious when we were at the race track. Like I giggled at everything. Like that flirty giggle. He's a boy so he prob didn't think of it as anything. I like him. Like a lot. I would like a future with him, but thags probably not going to happen..........sadly :(

07/15/2016

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I think he's different. I havent felt this way about a boy before. Like just the thought of him sends tiggles all over my body and I get an instant smile. That's never happened about a boy before. Maybe I like him way more then anyone else. (Can't call it love because idk) just him makes me happy. :)