Story Of My Life

Becoming Legal

I turned 18. It was a great day ish. I got upset a few times but otherwise it was good. It wasn't as fun as my usual sleep overs with just my one friend because I had to host and stuff. So the day was good I was just finishing cleaning the house. But my pool was green and that upset me so much. Like we had tried so hard to keep it from doing that. And like we put alot of chemicals in to get rid of the algae but nope. So it was hella gross. So we didn't even swim really. I had invited four people over that's it because I didn't want a big thing and poor people struggles. One couldn't show up till 6 and one of my friends got the day off for me and that made me feel so honored. But yeah we swam for like 10 minutes got out and played clue. My one friend that got the day off for me she screwed me while playing cus I asked her is she had library and she said no with my other guesses so I went to guess with library and it wasn't library and I was salty. But then after we ate. Then my friend that got the day off left because she wanted to go to the last concert in the park so she left and said she'll try to come back. Before she left she gets things out of people that are super private. And I found out some stuff about my cousin. She lied to me. A month ago I asked her if she's been to a high school party. She was a freshman and she said she has but she played beer pong but didn't drink but on my birthday I found out she has but it's mainly vodka. And that she smokes weed. Like I know why she wouldn't dare tell me that because everyone knows how much I'm Against drugs Because what happened to my brother and sisters life. I feel like I wasn't a good even role model for my cousin. Because she still has done this stuff. And I found out she's done some ...... sexual.... Stuff. So she said she like mostly a virgin. So I found out she gave a guy a blowjob. And idk how to feel. She sneaks out and parties and smokes and it just upsets me. Our family would be very disappointed with her if they knew about anything she does. But I won't ever tell them. I'm just here to be a supportive cus that I would hope she could talk to. Soooo after that talk. We played cards against humanity Because my other friend showed up. And then her boyfriend that is a total asshole and cheats on her and treats her awful wanted her to come over so she left. SHE JUST LEFT MY PARTY. and then she came back after a hour and she totally left to go have sex with him. Like that upsets me like that's so rude I feel like. Because your supposed to be hanging out with me but you leave for this horrible guy. But then we played fmk. And after that we just chatted and looked at kpop stuff. But my friend that left for the  concert came back but only for a few minutes because he fiance called and wanted her to come to this diner  with him because it was going to be  like super awkward for him. When she answered she was like what you want I'm having a orgy and everyone was making sounds and like come back to bed. And my friend played the beginning of this one song where Min Yoongi is basically MOANING. It was so funny. But then she left again. The after talking we watched the Corpse Bride. But we all like fell asleep and then at like 1 in the morning the friend that. Left for her boyfriend just left. She told my main friend that she's going home and I woke up and she was just leaving and I was like I'm okay bye. She wasn't even going to tell me. So I'm still feeling kinda upset with her right now. So it was just my main friend and cousin and like we went to sleep. Like casually just sideways on my bed. We all woke up two hours after the first one. And we ate more chicken dinner and then my cousin left. My main friend was staying the night again because that's what we always do and it's always great. So we looked through her kpop the war album. And we bonded. Like we don't ever touch or anything. But like we linked Pinky's and swing around in a circle in the pool. The pool was way better yesterday. And like she read me exo smut and it was funny smut. Like poorly written stuff that wasn't even that much. And we just looked on Pinterest and fangurled. I am a sehun bias and I've been getting hard core wrecked by Xuimin, and Baekhyun. And also fangurling about Luhan and Sehun also. I'm just dead. Ugh t much bias wrecking. And today we just looking and sending bias wrecking pictures on Pinterest. And that's how my turning legal went. So yeah. Woo.

07/30/2017