Okay so physics kid is my friend ex and still still likes him and stuff. And I've been I denial of liking him. I'm really trying not to but I can't help it. I kniw that it hurts when ur friend is crushing on the same guy and I do t want to hurt my friend. But she did that to me. I liked this guy and I told her but then she started to like him amd then she dated him. Like that hurt a lot. Like she would tell me about them amd stuff and she knew I liked him but she continued. And my other friend did that too. And after that we stopped being friends. Like should I care and tey not to like him and let my friend keeo him to herself even though she hurt me. And for sure has had boyfriends. Whike if I had a chance with him to just let him go because she still likes him. Mayne I should think about myself for once. I always try to do the right for My friend's but I don't do anything for like me. I care for their feelings more then mine. But I would feel terrible foe liking him because she still does. Ugg I don't know what to do.
10/15/2016
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Story Of My Life
RandomMy life thoughts feelings before the start of my new life after High school