Story Of My Life

What am I to do

Well since physic kid left ive been in the not liking anyone phrase again. But now I guess since I'm not thinki g of guys I can focus all on college. But once I think about it I start to worry about the english and math testing things they want you to take before going to the college and like I take the math and english class that allows me not to have to take the tests but I have to semd somthing in and I don't k ow how to do that and what to send in and its very confusing for me. And I also worry about scholarships. What if I dont get any. What if I cant pay for school. I don't know how to get a loan. I haven't had a credit card or anything to beable to get a loan. And I worry about where my dads going to go and my pets cus they cant stay where we r now because my dads retired and he wont be getting money for me. So it'll be harder to survive and we barely make it by as it is. And where I'm going to go to school the housing is pricey and a lot of houses say. No pets. Like they are family we cant just give them away and be all okay. They are part of our lives. They are not just pets but family that love you with all of their heart. I'm just worried of how we will pay for everything and make it all okay. I don't know how I'm going to do this.

1/29/2017