Story Of My Life

crushy

How dare you. How dare you graduate. And now I won't ever see you. But also you won't leave my mind. I can't stop thinking about you. Your always on my mind. Even if your barely there you come back to thought. I can't even listen to my favorite song without thinking about you. That song is basically what I listened to when I started getting feeling for you and now that song hold those feelings. A d they won't go.
What am I going to do. Its not like we'll ever be together. You didn't even notice me. But I noticed you which is very very stupid to do cus now I must suffer. Maybe you would have. Noticed me if I spoke to you but what am I to say. I can't speak to basically anyone. Its hard. Like I use to have all guy friends but they left and now I can't speak to guys. Why couldn't you have spoken to me. I can talk if you push the conversation. But your a shy person too. DAM YOU SHYNESS. DAM YOU TO HELL. please get off my mind so I can get this pain over with. But knowing me just watch ima continue to hope wish and wait for you. Even thought I know it necer will.

06/17/2016