𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐜𝐫𝐚𝐳𝐲 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐲 ||𝐚𝐬𝐚𝐧𝐨𝐲𝐚||

Chapter 4

Damnit, damnit, damnit.

I fucked up.

Noya was sleeping peacefully right next to me. I checked under the covers.

We were both naked.

What will I say once he wakes up? What will he say? What will he do?

I seriously have no idea.

That reminds me, this was my first time with a guy, and I gotta say, it felt good. Noya is just so cute and adorable, but how will he react once he realizes what we've done?

I heard someone shuffle (everyday I'm shuffling) beside me. I turned my head to that direction, only to be met by bright brown eyes staring back at me.

Fuck.

He blinked a few times, and I swear I saw his face expression change from a relaxed one, to a stressed one.

He jolted up, breathing heavily.

"W-w-what happened last night?" he asked, looking at me with wide eyes.

"We... Fucked I guess" I said. My breathing stopped for a second, waiting for a response.

"Don't tell anyone about this" he told me and started dressing.

"Obviously"

What were we now? Was this just a one night stand? Oh, I forgot to ask him about Tanaka. Ugh, it doesn't matter now. I have work. He has work.

"Hey..Asahi..." He said quietly. I turned to him and I swear my heart dropped, he looked so cute. So adorable.

I saw him bite his lip softly and I just couldn't resist anymore. I pulled him down onto the bed again and kissed him.

This kiss seemed different from yesterday. This one was...better. I don't know how to describe it.

He wrapped his arms around my neck. Now, calm down Noya. I'm still naked under these sheets and I'm not afraid to use my gun.

"Call me after work, okay?" he said once he got off me, I nodded and watched him leave.

Should I regret doing it with him? Because I don't. Noya makes me feel like no one else has made me feel. He actually makes me feel happy and motivated to do something. Hell, I might even go to the gym today, I want to look good for him. I might write something today, maybe even about Noya.

Honestly, this is the first time in my life when I'm feeling like this? How does one express all these feelings with one word?

Also, I never knew Noya was gay, does he even know it himself? I wish I could surround myself in flowers and rainbows now and just roll around with Noya.

I would describe this feeling as..

Love.

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Yooooo my summer break started. I'm going to be updating more

-hatari