Blue

Hospitalized

Harry's POV

          My mind is buzzing with so many thoughts right now. Is she okay? Of course she's not okay, that's why she's in the hospital you idiot. I need to calm down but I can't. I need to, for her. I just need to make sure she's okay. Make sure she's still breathing.
She fucking hates me, I know she does. She has a right to. Eveyone does. If only they knew....
        I find myself in the emergency room parking lot of General Hospital. I walked through the doors wearing my usual all black converse with black jeans and a plain white shirt that's a little too tight. I decide to take off my red bandana in order to get a chance of seeing her. I'm not a blood I promise.
           The warm air hits my face first. I didn't realize how cold I was until now. Adrenaline keeping me warm I guess. I go up to the front desk lady and she looks up at me. She blushes a little but focuses her attention to her job. Women. " Hi I'm looking for Blue Anderson." I say. She opens her mouth to speak but is cut off my a different voice.
           " What the fuck are you doing here?" I hear a familiar voice say. I turn to see a boy the same height as me giving me a dirty look with his arms crossed. Cooper. Blue's older brother. I walk towards him.
          " Hey Coops, nice to see you again." I smirk. He holds his hand out briefly holding my chest from him.
"That's as far as you need to go." He says, clenching his jaw. Just like old times. " Where is she?" God I hope she's alright, I hope much damage didn't happen.
         " She's in the hospital." Dickhead. " Where in the hospital Coops. As in room number so I can see her." He was always the last one to catch on to everything. He shakes his head. " Confidential information that I will not enclose you on. Get out of here." He growls at me. I always knew he was a bloody dog.
            " I want to see her." I soften my energy a bit. Cooper snorts. " Sure and why so, so you can mock her on everything you've done to her? No way, leave. Family can visit only right now." I look behind him to see Blue's mom and sister sitting in  chairs holding onto each other.
         " I'm sure Sophia will be able to see her." I say. Cooper rolls his eyes. " Sophia is like family. Plus she actually cares about Blue. Unlike you. Now I don't want to say it again. Get the fuck out of here. No one wants you here and I know for a fact Blue wouldn't want you here. If she ever wakes up, she'll having a fucking heart attack if she sees you, now go."
Ever wakes up? 
           I sigh deeply. " Tell me what's wrong with her and I'll go." A pang of pain crosses Cooper's eyes for a split second. " The car crash put her in a coma. Doctors think she has retrograde amnesia but won't be certain until she wakes up, if she does. The coma is deep. Doctors don't think she'll wake up. She has a broken right arm and a sprained ankle."
            My heart pounds. I may not be able to see her ever again. She'll die with the memory of me being... a dickhead to her. She doesn't deserve that. She deserves way better then I gave her. She deserves someone who won't do the fucked up shit I did to her.
            I nod at Cooper and walk quickly out the door. I feel a pair of eyes on me and the feeling feels very familiar, but I walk quickly to my fucked up car. Like me. I look at the entrance doors and see Brent walking in. Blue's dad and mom hug him and he fakely looks worried. Gay dickhead.
           I punched my keys into the keyhole and drive out of the parking lot feeling like the piece of shit I am. Maybe if I was better to her this wouldn't have happened. Fuck, why am I such a fuck up? Why couldn't I give her the love she deserves? Why couldn't I just fight for our love, one last time?
           I make a U- turn and head down the familiar street to Brawl. I hear my phone ring in my pocket so I dig it out and hit answer when I see my mum is calling me. " Did you see her?" she asks before I can say a greeting. I sigh. " No, like I predicted, I had no chance of even breathing the same air as her."
         I can see my mom soothingly close her eyes through the phone.
"It's okay sweetie, you tried and that's all that matters. I'll be working all night tonight so stay safe okay? There's leftover spaghetti in the refrigerator. Love you Harry." I say I love you too and hang up. I close my eyes briefly as I continue to drive.

Short first chapter, but how are you liking things so far? What mistake could Harry have possibly made for Blue's whole family to hate him? Things haven't even started, so stay tuned! Vote if you enjoyed and comment any theories you have so far! :p