Blue

Back to reality

Harry's POV

           It's been 2 weeks since Blue has been in the hospital. Everyone is losing hope left and right. At our school, people have been making tributes to her, raising money for her family and visiting her. Everyone wants her back, but not more then me.
          Even fucking Larry the janitor saw her and not me. I lean against some kid's locker waiting on Louis.
" Just go see her. Literally ever person in the school has seen her." "Her family has been there everyday for the last two weeks, don't you think I've already tried?" I snap at him. He rolls his eyes.
            " That's your problem. You keep giving up. Why do you think all that shit happened last year? Because you gave up. If you love her so fucking much, just go see her. Its the last time you may ever. Her parents have to be tired enough to not be there 24/7. Go, its your last shot."
            Even though Louis pisses me off sometimes, okay I'll the time, he's right. And that's why he pisses me off is because he's right all the time. I nod confidently. " Your right. I will and I won't let her dad or Cooper stop me this time." Louis chuckles and we continue on our conversation.
          " Hey Louis," I hear a voice behind us say. Ivy, Blue's sister, looks up at us. Her green eyes her glazed with fatigue and sadness and she looks like she hasn't sleep in a year. She's holding a book in her hand. ", can you sign this? It's for Blue. We're going to put it in her hospital room so she can read it if she wakes up." She says, trying to sound cheerful.
             She glances at me and hate spreads in her eyes but fade away when she looks at Louis. Bitch. " Yeah sure." Louis pulls a pen out of his pocket and writes his name neatly in the book. " Thanks Louis." she says.
          Before she leaves far enough for her to not hear me I shout, " Ivy." She stops in her tracks and turns so her ear is closer to my direction. " I hope Blue gets better." Ivy stands still for a second and then walks away as if I hadn't said anything at all.
         " Damn, that had to hurt." Louis chimes in. I shake my head, " If it's not Blue, I don't care."

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            I walk through the hospital doors again, this time determined to see her. I walk up to the front desk lady, who happens to be the same one as last time. She looks up at me, a little surprised I'm here. " Sweet dimples is back." She says acknowledging me. I frown at her choice of features she remembers me by.
         " Let me guess, you want to see Blue Anderson?" I nod. She sighs. " I was told by the Anderson family not to let you see her. At all. You can't even look through the window. Sorry bud." I lean on my elbows and look down at her.
          " Miss, you don't understand. I have to see her, one last time. I already fucked her up, I deserve to apologize." She looks sincerely sorry for me but shakes her head. Oh fuck it. Blue will die with the terrible memories I haunt her with. At least she dies not having to deal with my bullshit. She'll be in heaven and I'll be in hell.
            I walk away as I'm lost in my thoughts of Blue, which seems to happen everyday. I remember writing her name repeatedly on my science exam this year. Ouch. " Mr. Styles." I hear. The desk lady slides a piece of paper towards me. She continues her computer work as I read the paper.
She's in room 708, the last room to the hall behind me. Doctor and parents will be back in 5 minutes. Use your time wisely.
          I look up at the lady and she's on the phone with a customer. She tries to suppress a smile as I walk down the hall behind her. The walk to her room feels like forever to me. Forever until I can see her. I finally make it down the hallway and the blinds to her window are closed. I take a deep breath as I open the door.
           My heart beats when I enter the room. She has flowers and gifts on every seat, hell every inch of the room. Cards, Edible arrangements, you name it. But what gets my heartbeat going is the smell of the room. The room smells like her. Her scent of cinnamon and flowers. I miss that scent.
           I see her hook up to her machine. Her leg is elevated and I see a bandage around her ankle. Her right arm is in a cast and her head is elevated with stacks of fluffy pillows. She looks so beautiful, even in a coma. She looks peaceful and at ease. At least her face looks like it.
           I sit on the left side of her body. Her heart monitor is beeping, very slowly. She's dying. I look down at her beautiful face and take her hand in mine. " Hey kid." I say. I used to call her that because she's a year younger then everyone in the grade. I rub my thumb across her hand gently.
           " You probably hate me, well i know you do. And I'm a total coward for saying this when your on your deathbed, but I'm so sorry. Blue, I'm so sorry for what I did to you. I'm a shitty person for what I did, I know. If I could take it back I would. If I could do things differently I would. But I only did it because I love you. I know that sounds werid, but you deserve this apology whether you live to accept it or not,"
            I stroke her black hair for the last time. " Blue, I love you. I love you so much. I just wish you loved me." My voice cracks. A tear rolls down my cheek. " Can you just wake up, baby. Can you just wake up so I can kiss you for the last time? So I can see those blue eyes for the last time? So I can try to make this alright for you?" Another tear rolls down my cheek and on her hand.
          I wipe it off with my thumb and kiss her hand one last time. " I love you Blue Eve Anderson." I kiss her forehead and stand up to leave.  I start to hear a beeping noise. I look behind me and her heart monitor is moving faster. No way.
           I look down at Blue and the color in her face starts to flush back in. Her hand moves slightly, but that's good. I hear a moan of pain come out of her mouth and her eyebrows raise a bit. She moves her head from side to side slowly. What are you doing you idiot, she can't see you, leave! I'm so shocked, I can't believe what I'm seeing.
            She tries to open her eyes and I make eye contact with her. I hurry out of the room and just as I reach the entrance doors, doctors shout down the hallway and run into her room. The front desk lady winks at me and I hurry out the doors.

Blue's POV

              I'm slowly coming out of my nap. My head is pounding and something's in my arm. I move my hand a bit and realize that hurts. Hell everything hurts. I moan in pain and try to move head but that doesn't help my migraine.
            I slowly try to open my eyes as my vision fades from black to color. I hear beeping next to me and its making my head hurt more.
I open my eyes slightly and see a boy standing in front of me. He hurries out of the room when we make very blurry eye contact. Werid.
          I hear something coming towards me but I can't make out what. Sounds like shouting. " I hear beeps!" A tall man walks in the room. My vision comes back clearly and I see      I'm in a hospital. 
           The memory of what happened comes back to me now.
I look down at my body mortified at all the cuts and bruises on my legs and the cast on my right arm and a bandage around my ankle. Damn.
Alot more doctors file in the room happy. A nurse cries tears of joy. " Blue, we can't believe you woke up." I hear a deep voice in front of me.
          " We were for sure you would die but that 20% chance of you living came true!" I hear hurried footsteps and see my parents and sibling file in the room on top of the 6 doctors in here.
           My mom runs up to my bed and hugs me and I whimper in pain but hug her back as much as I can. Cooper strokes my hand with his and smiles down on me. " Oh my goodness, we thought you weren't going to make it.    We thought we lost our Blue!" My mother cries into my chest. There's so much going on, I can't handle it.
            " Everybody except family out, we don't want to stress her out, she just came out of a coma." Dr. Peterson speaks from the back. Everyone cheers as they walk out the door and Dr. Peterson shuts the door behind them.
           " Blue your one tough kid I'll say. There was a 20% chance you would live." He looks down at me with a clipboard in his hand. There's also a 20% chance I'll pass my Biology final but we'll see if I have any luck there. " Welcome back Blue." My father says smiling down at me with his hands on Ivy's shoulders. She smiles at me. She looks like she's been stressed and skipping sleep.
          Dr. Peterson gave me a quick overview on my injuries. A right arm and ankle down. I have retrogade amnesia, which means I lost some memories in a small part in my brain but since its small, it doesn't matter. It's not in a big part for a reason. He told me I had to take medication for my head, I'll have migraines for the rest of my life.
            He says he'll discharge me in 2 days, maybe earlier if I'm eating. I hate hospital food. I spent those 2 days in the hospital watching over exaggerated soap operas. But they were quite entertaining.
         The night I finally got to go home was a relief. It felt good to feel the cold Virginia air brush against my face for the first time in almost 3 weeks. My parents took the longer route home so I could get some more fresh air.
           I haven't thought about much since I've woken up. One thing my mind keeps going back to is that boy I saw waking up. My vision was blurry, but I couldn't recognize him. But I feel like I know him. " Welcome home sis." Cooper interrupts my thoughts as we pull into the familiar driveway.

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