Blue

Traumatized

Blue's POV

          Its Monday morning and I haven't slept in the last 3 days. The message Brent sent me still runs through my mind nonstop. What is he going to do this time? Why does he think me and Harry have a thing behind his back? I'm scared for my life and the fact that he tried to gang rape me doesn't help.
          I haven't told my parents a single thing. I can't. There in love with Brent, unlike me, and I don't think I can handle another incident after the car crash. I just need time to think, but I couldn't convince my parents to let me stay home today.
           Its 4 am and I'm laying in my bed thinking. I'm too scared to sleep, knowing the nightmares are going to come like they did before. I don't dare shut my eyes. I've been relying on coffee to keep me going, but take short naps when I can, but avoid longer periods of sleep.
           I decide to turn on my lamp and get ready for school. My life is so much easier now that my cast is off. My doctor still wants me to take it easy the next week, but I have to get my arm strength back up. I pull the covers off of me, realizing that I'm sweaty.
            I open my closet door and pull out a pair of jeans, and a sweatshirt. I never wear sweatshirts, I always come to school with something cute, but today I feel like absolute shit. I've felt like it all weekend. I've been shaking non stop, sweating, and throwing up anything I put in my body. I feel like I can pass out any minute, but I ignore the feeling and continue my day.
          I go in my bathroom and turn on the shower, putting the water on as cold as I can take it to cool off. I try to relax a little and think of something to distract me. Harry.
              Over the weekend I've come to the insane conclusion that I'm starting to like Harry. I think my mind is just making up stuff to distract me, but we'll find out at school today. He makes me feel so safe, I can tell you that. But he acts like a dick to me when someone is around. But when its just us, he's so nice.
           I close my eyes and let the water run down my hair and over my face. The cool water feels good and instantly helps keep me up. I grab some shampoo and lather it in my hair, giving myself a mini massage. It helps me relax and helps with my migraine.
          After rinsing my hair, I turn off the water and wrap a towel around me. I run some conditioner  through my hair and comb through my hair to get tangles out. I go to my room, put lotion on and throw on my sweatshirt and jeans. I check my phone and see it's 5:30, so I pack my bag and decide to go for a ride to get my mind off things.

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          I get to school feeling nauseous, but I ignore it. I know I look like shit. I looked in the mirror this morning snd saw bags under my eyes. My eyes are red and my hair is all over the place since I paid no attention to it today. Everyone looks at me and they instantly can tell I'm not feeling it today.
           I walk slowly since I feel like I'll fall over and pass out at any given moment. I grabbed a baseball hat to wear, but my principal made me take it off. Stupid dress code. I continue to walk to my locker, careful not to walk too fast so I don't vomit on anyone. I'm almost there. Come on Blue, pull it together.
            I see Brent down the hallway and my stomach almost drops to the floor. I look down at the ground, avoiding eye contact with him. I hold my head, my migraine is getting worst by the minute. Maybe I should call my brother to get me. No, I'm already here, there's no turning around now.
              I feel Sophia rush to my side and I open my eyes. " Blue, are you okay?" She says with panic. She looks super concerned, but I stand straight and smile. " Yeah, I'm fine." I walk more quickly to my locker, seeming healthier then I am, but actually wanting to drop dead.
             I look down at my lock and put in my combination, but the numbers are spinning, literally. Sophia walks closer to me. I grab my book out of my locker and close my locker. I look up and see Harry down the hall looking at me. " Blue?" I hear Sophia's voice.
          I wobble to the side a bit, but straighten out. Sophia grabs my arm.
" Blue! Blue, you're going to the nurse, you look like absolute shit." Sophia tries to drag me to the nurse, but I pull out of her grip. " I'm good." I say and walk into Geo. Harry is behind me and I pick up my pace.
            I sit down in my seat, which is a relief because my head was spinning. Harry sits down next to me and looks over at me with concern. " Blue, are you okay?" I nod my head, not daring to look into his green eyes. I put my head down.
            " No your not, what's wrong?" He whispers in my ear, which sends butterflies to my stomach. I lift my head up and look at him. His eyes widened a little. " Blue, you look pale. Are you going to pass out?" I feel dizzy and Harry looks blurry, so I squint my eyes to see him better.
            " Blue?" He says. I shake my head, which was a mistake, because my head pounds harder. My vision comes back clear and I look at Harry. " I'm okay." I grab my pencil pouch and pull out a pencil, which falls to the ground.
          I roll my eyes. " I got it." Harry moves  quickier then me and he hands me my pencil. I find myself standing and trying to grab the pencil from him. My hands are shaking like no other. " She needs to go to the nurse." I hear Sophia say and she stands up next to Harry. I shake my head. " No, guys, I'm f..." My sentence fizzles out as I fall to the ground and everything goes black.

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          I wake up and find myself in a hospital for the 2nd time this year. I look down and see an IV in my arm and a heart monitor next to me making that stupid sound. I find a tray next to me on a table and see a note on it. Blue please eat. You have to eat to get better. I'll check on you in 10 minutes.- Dr. Peterson.
          I sigh. I see eggs, pudding, a roll, spinach and a small carton of juice on the tray. I sit up a little a place the tray on my lap. The eggs and roll are still hot, meaning this food must've been cooked not too long ago
          I take the plastic spoon and shove eggs down my throat, forcing it down. He's right, I have to eat. I bite into the roll and inhale it because its so good and because I'm hungry. In 10 minutes, everything on the tray is gone and I feel much better knowing my stomach is full.
          The door opens and Dr. Peterson comes in. " Blue, glad your awake." I half smile and he sits in the chair next to me. " You took a hard fall and hit your head. I almost had a heart attack when your boyfriend told me you passed out in class today." Boyfriend? Is he talking about-
           " You have to be careful Blue. You looked super pale before, you were dehydrated and you haven't been eating. Your hitting rock bottom if you keep it up. Your body is still traumatized from the crash. I need you to be as healthy as possible."
           I nod. He takes the tray from my lap and puts it on the table. " I called your parents and they will be here at 2. Your friends are outside do you want to see them?" I hope Brent isn't here. Maybe this is what he was talking about, getting revenge.
         " Yes." I say. He nods and opens the door. It closes behind him and I hear talking outside. The door opens and Sophia and Harry walk through the door. I relax when I don't see Brent. Sophia sits in the chair and grabs my hand.
          " You little shit." She says. I smile and squeeze her hand. " You should've seen the look on Collins face when you passed out. Dude freaked out." I chuckle a little and Sophia smiles. She looks over at Harry and stands up. " I'll leave you two alone." She walks to the door and closes the door behind her.
          Harry walks over to me and grabs my hand. " Are you okay?" I look up into his green eyes. Holy fuck, I think I like him. No, no way, I know nothing about him. I nod. " Yeah, I'm okay." He looks down at me with care.
" You seemed really worried about me." I say, breaking the mini silence. He moves a piece of hair out of my face and nods.
           " I was, you looked like you were going to die." I close my eyes as he runs his hands through my hair. He laughs a little and I open my eyes. " What?" I ask. He looks down at me.
" You started blushing when I touched you." I groan as I feel how hot my face is. I didn't even notice.
          Suddenly the door swings up and my parents storm in worried and angry. Harry stands up, letting my hand go. Behind my parents, Brent walks in. My heart beat instantly speeds up and I start shaking. My dad starts talking to Harry, but I can't hear a single thing he's saying. My mind is focused on Brent and that's when I lose it.
           " No, get the fuck out right now." Brent looks at me, a little concerned. " Get out now!" I yell louder at him. He stops walking towards me and my dad stops talking to Harry. " Get the fuck out! Get out right now!" I pull the cover off of my body and start to walk towards Brent.       Harry grabs me and holds me back.
             I keep yelling at him as Harry holds me back and then my dad joins him as I'm almost out of Harry's arms. Harry pins me to the bed, trying to calm me down, but I keep yelling as tears stream down my face.
          My dad says something to Harry and Harry says something back as my dad runs over to Brent and punches him.
Harry strokes my hair, hugging me to keep me from escaping and my vision is blurry from the tears. I try to calm down but the tears continue to roll down my face and my breathing gets harder.

Very intense chapter. What's gotten into Blue? Why did Brent show up at the hospital? Comment and vote if you enjoyed :p