Blue

First Fight

Harry's POV

         The whole time at Steak N Shake was just Sam flirting with Blue and charming Sophia and Louis. I sat in silence the whole time eating my bloody burger and fries. Even in the car, he talked the whole time, making up bullshit stories for everyone to believe. I was so relieved when I finally dropped him off at his house so I didn't have to hear his annoying British accent in the car.
         Now its just me and Blue in the car and I'm taking her home. Its been quiet the last couple of minutes we've been in the car alone. I still can't believe what she said to me. I haven't done or said anything wrong to her so I don't understand why she said that.
         We continue to sit in silence as I drive. " I'm sorry about what I said at the restaurant." Blue breaks the silence but I don't look at her. " I'm just frustrated because I feel like your using me." I briefly look over at her as I drive. " Why would you think I'm using you?" She looks away out the window.
         " Because, you just... nevermind, forget it." I stop at a street light. " No, just say it." She sighs. " Your confusing me. You act all sweet and nice and playful one minute and then the next you act all touchy feely. Then the next your being so dirty and teasing. But you won't ask me out, I don't get it. Its like your just using me as your own toy."
          My eyes widned at her words. I'm not using her, never. I love her and of course I want to ask her out, she's just not ready for a boyfriend. Especially not me. " I'm not using you Blue." I hit the gas pedal and continue to drive, but look at her from the corner of my eye. " Then what are you doing, because you keep sending me mix signals and I have feel-"
          She stops mid sentence and then looks out the window. Did she just confessed that she liked me? I gulp hard and turn on a corner. What do I do? Fuck, how did I get myself in this position. She sighs hard. " Just, forget I said anything." I look over at her. " Blue.. I'm not the right guy for you." She looks over at me and glares.
          " Are you kidding me? Now you think your not the right guy for me, now? Any other time your pitying yourself over some stupid mistake you made in the past saying your a good guy and right when I confess ny feelings for you, you just throw them out the window?" I groan. I hate when me and Blue have fights like this. I hate seeing her so upset and not herself.
          But I'm also angry. " It's not like that." I pull over and stop the car and turn towards her. " I told you I'm not that type of guy." She rolls her eyes in annoyance. " You just said your not the right guy for me, make up your mind." No matter how much I love this girl, she's pissing me off.
          " Yeah, that doesn't mean I'm a bad guy. You need a guy who can treat you right, unlike me." She puts her hands on her face. " You treat me right! Obviously I wouldn't feel this way if you didn't!" I close my eyes, but that doesn't help with the anger building up in me. " I'm sure you felt the same way about Brent."
           Her face softens replacing her anger with sadness. She shakes her head. " Guess you are right, maybe your not the right guy for me." She leans against the car door as if to get as much space away from me as possible. I sigh. " Wait, Blue I didn't mean that, it came out wrong." She won't budge.
           " Blue?" Nothing. I sigh and Blue holds her head. She closes her eyes as if in pain. I look down at her.
" Are you okay?" This argument probably gave her a migraine. She doesn't answer me so I place my hand on her thigh. She jumps at the contact and I immediately move my hand.
            " See. Your not ready for a boyfriend because of the rape. I'm not going to be able to touch you, and you have better things to worry about." She opens her eyes and looks up at me. " You don't say that when your trying to put your fingers up my vagina."
             My mouth falls open at her words. Where the hell did this Blue come from? She's never this sassy. She sits up and grabs her bag. " I'll just walk home from here." She opens the door and I undo my seat belt. No, I can't lose her. I open my car door and she keeps walking. " Blue, come back." She keeps walking and I sigh in frustration.
          Fuck it. Fine if she wants to walk home. I put my head against the steering wheel and pound my fist against the horn. See, I'm fucking up. I can't be in her life, I can't give her what she needs. I'm not good enough for her, I'm never going to be good enough for her She needs someone who's going to make her feel safe emotionally, physically and financially. I can't do that. I turn on my car and make a u-turn to go to my house.

Blue's POV

           I unlocked my front door and the smell of cheese ravioli fills up my nose. " Hey, you hungry?" I hear my mom's voice and she emerges from the dining room. I shake my head.
" No we decided to go to Steak N Shake instead of the movies." My mom nods, then frowns. " What's wrong?"
         I close my eyes and shake my head. " Nothing, I just have a migraine I'm going to go lay down." She nods and I carry me and my bag upstairs. I technically didn't lie to my mom, but I don't want to talk about Harry right now.
         I'm so frustrated that he won't ask me out. He keeps doing all this stuff and its confusing the hell out of me. Either date me or leave me the hell alone. I've finally admitted to liking him, and him just wasting my time is making me feel rejected. I thought he liked me, Sophia said he liked me. Guess I shouldn't get my hopes up.
           I sigh when I finally get to my room and close the door. I throw my bag on my floor after taking out my migraine pills. I grab the glass of water on my bedside table. I throw the pill down my mouth and swallow it with water. I grab my phone and lay down on my back to help the pills work.
           My phone starts ringing and I look up at the screen. Sophia's name pops up and I click answer. " Hey, did you talk to Harry in the car?" I sigh.
" You were right. You were right about him all along Soph, I should've listened to you." Sophia's line goes silent. " What?" She asks sounding confused.
            I find myself crying into the phone a couple of seconds later.
" What happened?" I grab my glass of water and gulp down the rest to help clear my throat. " We got in a fight about dating, as stupid as it sounds. I just feel so rejected and used because he keeps kissing me and doing all this sweet stuff. Its like I'm his little toy while he's trying to warm Madison up." I sob into the phone
           I hear Sophia cuss in the background. " I can talk to him. He likes you, without a doubt, he's not using you. He's just nervous. Look I don't want you to stress about this, I'll talk to him and you get some rest okay?" I half smile. " Okay, thanks Soph your the best." I can feel her smirk. " I know. Now please go to sleep, okay? Love you, goodnight."
         I hang up the phone and place it next to me. She's right. I can't stress over this. I need to focus on getting healthy and my school work. Maybe Harry was right, maybe I'm not ready for a boyfriend.

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