Blue

First Time

Blue's POV

            He gently presses his lips to mine and I immediately melt into them. He slowly kisses me, seeming to have more meaning to the kisses this time. I close my eyes and a tear falls down his face, put I wipe it away. He kisses softly down to my neck. He stays on one particular spot near my jaw bone that he knows always gets me. I moan slightly and put my hands on his jawline.
              " You look so beautiful Blue." He softly says against my skin. Chills run over my body and I moan at the sensation. " I wish I was there to see you under the lights." He moves down slowly to my collarbone and kisses softly. His hands move to my calves and he moves them up slowly to the top of my thigh.
            He looks up at me. " Can I take this dress off ?" I nod eagerly and he smiles a little. His hands move the dress slowly up my waist and it makes it over my head. I'm now sitting in my bra and underwear on Harry's lap. His eyes scan the bra and I look down at his junk to see a huge bulge. I smirk.
              " Where do you get all this sexy stuff from?" He gently lays me on his bed so he's hovering over me.
" Do you buy this sexy lingerie for me?" He asks, kisses on my chest. His right hand slowly moves my bra strap down. " Do you buy it because you want to turn me on?" His voice goes from soft and sweet to deep and gentle in seconds.
           I moan at the tone and he has both my bra straps of my arms. " Can I take this bra off ?" He asks seductively. I moan. " Yes Harry." I manage out. He reaches behind me and unclasps my bra. He throws the white bra across the room and hungrily looks down at my breasts.
             " Did your boobs get bigger?" He asks. I look up at him and see a smirk on his face. I roll my eyes but my body says other wise. " What are these C cup?" His breath hovers over my chest and I let out another moan.
His hand cups my breast and he starts to massage them which makes me arch my back. He does that for a few minutes and I can feel my nipples get aroused.
              " Your hungry for me aren't you?" He asks, moving down to my belly button. I giggle a little when he blows on my stomach. Such a tease.
His hands slide my underwear off of my butt and I feel exposed. " Turn over for me." He says. I frown a little but turn over. I feel his breath move up my back and he kisses softly. The action is very soothing and I relax. He gets to the middle of my back and kisses even softer.
           His head moves to my shoulder and he rest his chin on it and puts his mouth to my ear." I want to make love to you Blue. Can I?" My heart swells at his words. Make love? I look over at him and nod. " Yes Harry." He smiles a bit and turns me over. He gets up and goes in his dresser drawer and I see him come back with a blue packet. Very funny.
              He rips it open and puts the condom on. " I'm going to go nice and slow okay?" He says seriously. I nod and try to relax but I'm actually really nervous. I've never had sex before and I've heard it hurts. But he said he'd be gentle, so it should be better.
           " Are you sure?" He asks before entering. I look up at him, smile and nod. " Yes." He smiles down at me and then gently enters. I moan at the sensation. He slowly rocks back and forth once he's in and pleasure takes over me. This doesn't hurt for now. It feels really good actually, like body has been craving it.
             But its not enough I want more. " Go faster." I say, moaning. He looks down at me with concern but goes a little faster but again not enough. " More." I demand. " Are you sure?" He asks. I nod impatiently and he moves faster and deeper. That's better. His strokes are fast and deep but they don't feel how I expected them to be. They feel more intimate and like they have meaning to them. That's what making love is right?
             My heart is still swelling at his words.  " I want to make love to you." I moan at the thought and put my hands in his hair. " Your so beautiful Blue, you know that?" I nod in response as he slows down a bit and I'm starting to appreciate the slow, sweet strokes. " I want you, I want all of you." His lips move to my neck. " I don't want to hurt you. I hope you can forgive me."
              I rub his back. " I forgive you Harry, forgive yourself." He continues kissing softly on my neck, which turns me on more." I don't know if I can forgive myself." He sighs. I look up at him concerned but focus on his strokes. He goes in a little deeper and slows his strokes. This feels so good, it doesn't hurt at all. " I don't want you to leave me. Blue don't ever leave me." He says, keeping a steady pace.
              " I won't, I promise." He grunts a little in pleasure and looks down at me. " Does this feel good?" He asks. I smile and nod. " Yes, yes it does." At first he completely caught me off guard with the sweet and gentle vibe, but now I like it. I feel like it adds more meaning to it. Even though I definitely wouldn't mind having wild sex.
              " Harry, I'm coming." I say he looks down at me and gently pulls out. As he does, we both release and he collapses on me. His head is resting on my shoulder, looking up at me.
" Are you okay? Did I hurt you too much?"
                I smile. " Not at all, I feel perfectly fine." He smiles up at me and kisses my cheek. " Let me know if I can get you anything." He says pulling the sheets on us. I realize now I'm cold laying here still and I pull the covers on me more. He wraps his arm around my waist. " Are you cold?" I nod and he pulls me up for me to lay on him. He wraps his left arm around my body and his body heat instantly warms me up.
               We lay in silence, cuddling for awhile. " Harry?" I say he rubs on my arm again. " Yes?" I sigh. " I'm sorry about what I said to you. I was completely out of line and I'm sorry." He pulls me up on him so I'm straddling his lap and looks up at me.
          " I'm sorry," He cups my cheek.
" About what I said, about what I did. I was completely out of line, not you. I shouldn't have done that." He pulls me down towards him and I lay on his chest.
               " How have you been?" He asks, rubbing my shoulder. " Not the best honestly, but alot better now." He looks down at me with guilt. " I'm really sorry." He says. I cup his cheek in my hand. " Stop apologizing." He shakes his head. " Me apologizing once isn't enough. I feel like you hate me for what I did and you definitely deserve to."
              I roll my eyes. " I don't hate you at all, okay? Please just try to let it go?" He nods and runs his hand through my hair. " Your so beautiful you know that?" He says smiling at me. I smile up at him. " Yes because you tell me everyday." He shrugs.
" You are. I'm so lucky to have you because every guy wants you." I laugh and shake my head. " I don't know about that.
             He looks down at me tiredly. "Its true. Your really smart and funny. You have a good personality, nice sense of style and your breath takingly beautiful, I don't know who wouldn't like you." I blush a little at his words. " I see the way every guy looks at you and I hate them for looking at my girl the way I'm supposed to but I guess I can't blame them."
               I reach up and kiss his cheek. " You don't have to be jealous Harry. I only like you." He smirks and I feel a dirty comment coming. " Yeah cause I'm the only one who can make you cum like that." I shake my head and laugh. " Sure."
              " I can't promise I won't hurt you again. But I can promise you I will never do that again." He says softly. I take my left hand and trace over his tattoo dedicated to me. I see him smile down at me. " You like?" I smile and nod. Its healed completely and I can finally touch it without hurting him.
               " Is your tattoo okay? He asks. I nod. " Yeah, did you not see it when you were down there?" I feel a smirk coming. " I did but I was distracted by other things." I roll my eyes but smile.
I look up at him and he looks down at me. I almost said it tonight. I almost said I love him. But I didn't realize I almost said it. I don't know if I love him, I have no idea what love feels like it. But I almost said it like it was natural.
             There's no way I can love him already. It hasn't even been a month and we still haven't had our first date.
Hell, I barely know that much about him, which I know is really bad. But I can't seem to keep myself away from him and he sure can't keep his self away from me. I don't want to think about that right now. I just want to sit here in his arms forever and not let anything else bother me.

Don't worry, the wild and crazy Harry sex is going to come soon lol. What do you think is going to happen next? Vote and comment if you enjoyed :p