Blue

Prom

Harry's POV

               I turn my keys and my car engine shuts off. My heart is beating out of my chest right now. I can't believe I actually put on this suit. Do I really think Blue will just melt into my arms and do everything I say because she so called loves me like Mrs. Anderson said? But I'm the one sitting in my car with a suit on desperately waiting for her, so I guess so.
               I find the courage to open the car door. That's a start. I move my feet forward and walk up the steps. I hear the loud music from in the gym from the steps and sigh. Its not too late to turn back now. Suddenly the doors swing open and I see Sophia appear from the dark doors. She looks at me with wide eyes and then anger takes over her face. Great, just who I want to see.
              " What the hell are you doing here?" She asks rudely. I sigh and scratch the back of my neck. " I think we both know why I'm here." She shakes her head immediately. " Hell no. No way am I letting you in. Your not going to see her. She's having a good night with Sam, which she definitely needs."
               My heart drops. Fuck, she's with Sam. I'm the one who told him to take her, so why am I so hurt? Because you love her dumbass. Yeah but she doesn't love me. I sigh deeply.
             " I didn't really expect to see her anyway." I shrug and Sophia crosses her arms. " Good, you don't have a ticket anyway, so leave. Don't ruin this night for her." I nod and walk down the steps. Why did I think this would work, no why did Mrs. Anderson think this would work?      Why was I an idiot to think this would all just fall back into place?
               I hear the doors behind me open and someone calls out my name. " Harry?" Someone shouts. I turn to see Sam standing next to Sophia, squinting at me to see. When he realizes its me, we walks down the steps and walks closer to me. " What are you doing here?" He notices I have on a tuxedo and I shrug." Nothing, I have to go, just forget it." I turn back to walk to my car so I can leave.
              " Wait." Sam runs after me and I find him next to me. " Did you come to see her?" I shake my head and find my car. I pull out my keys and unlock my car door. " Yes you did, your here in a tuxedo, which I know you would never wear." I shrug and walk to my car but Sam blocks my pathway to get door.
                 " Move." I say. He crosses his arms and shakes his head. " No. You need to see her. You guys need to work this out." I laugh. " Work this out? You think I can just show up to her Prom, ask her for a dance and she'll just forgive me, everything's okay? No. That's not how it works. I tried to hit her with a glass vase just because I was angry, that's not okay. I don't deserve her and I can't fucking look at her after what I did. So get out of my way so I can go and be miserable somewhere else!"
            Sam looks at me and thinks for a moment. " Fine. Go." He pushes past me to get back to the school. It's just that simple? Whatever, at least he didn't annoy me like he always does. I open my car door. I get in and slam it shut. I beat on my steering wheel.
" Fuck!" I yell as the horn goes off. I lay my head on the steering wheel out of frustration then put it up. I reach over to my glove compartment and open it. I feel around for a glass bottle and grin when I find it. I pull it out and find a bottle of whiskey in my hand. Just what I need. I put the bottle to my lips and chug.
               I have no idea how long its been. I've lost all consciousness to life. When I open my eyes everything is blurry. I black out every 5 seconds and everytime I see something different. One time I just see my steering wheel. Other times I look out to see cars. And then I see people walking, car doors open and closing, teenagers shouting in excitement. But I'm not sure if it's real, everything is a blur.
                 My head shoots up and I instantly regret every life desicion I've made. My head is pounding more then it ever has before. I hold it, but still cling on to the steering wheel. I really fucked myself up this time. I hear tapping noises, but I don't dare move my head in fear of it getting worse but that goddamn noise isn't helping.
               The tapping gets louder only this time, its turns into harder knocks. I sigh in preparation for the pain that's about to come. I slowly lift my head up and listen for the noise again. It comes again and I turn to see it coming from the right of me and my heart speeds up. I see Blue crouched down, looking through the window at me. She seems a little concerned but I doubt it. I reach over to unlock the door for her but my body falls to the side and I think I hear Blue yell my name before I black out.