Blue

Dating

Harry's POV

             My head shoots up at the sound of my phone going off. I quickly rub my eyes and hit answer without looking at the screen. " Blue, is that you?" I ask, rubbing my eyes. " No fucktard, its me." I open my eyes and frown when I realize its Sophia. " Oh you." I notice I still have my work clothes on and remove the phone from my ear to see the time. 5:52 am.
           " Yes me. Sorry I'm not Blue, who should be your girlfriend," she sighs over the line, " She told me about the fight." My mind buzzes back to the fight and I shake my head at how dumb I was. " I'm fucking up again Sophia, what do you want me to do?" I stand up and go to my closet to pick out my clothes for the day.
           " Just do it. Your the one saying you wanted a 2nd chance and that's what your getting. Why don't you take it?" I continue to roam my closet as I debate on whether I should tell Sophia the truth. " I'm not good enough for her." Is all I can muster.
           " Oh, bullshit Harry. You always said that when you were going out before and she still stayed with you because she loved you. She doesn't give a shit if you think you can't take care of her, you can, even if its not financially."
            Sophia sighs. " Listen, I'm giving you the til the end of the day to think about it. If you don't, I'm going to tell Blue to get over you and go to Sam. He seems to have an interest in her anyway." My eyes widened at his name. Not Sam, not fucking Sam. I groan at Sophia's threat. " Your full of shit, your totally bluffing."
          She laughs evily. " Wanna bet?" I groan and hang up the phone. Sophia is such a pain in the ass, I feel bad for her future husband. I'm not asking Blue out for her own good, maybe one day everyone will understand that.

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            I don't think I've ever been this nervous to walk into class ever. I don't want to face Blue even though I know I have to. I hurt her with what I said, when I knew it was personal to her. Why do I have to be such a fuck up?
             I hold my breath as I walk into Geo. I spot Sophia and Louis talking in the corner and I see Blue sitting at her desk. Sam is at his, thank god. Blue looks up at me, but looks straight back down when we make eye contact. I sit down in my chair and my heart beat speeds up. I set my books down on my desk and catch Louis and Sophia looking at me and they continue talking.
             The bell rings and everyone in the class sits down. The tension between me and Blue is killing me. All I want to do is lean over, apologize and kiss her soft lips. I sigh. I can't do that. I just need to get through this class.
            I feel relieved when the bell rings. Blue immediately gets out of her seat and bolts out the door. I sigh as everyone else exits while I'm getting my stuff packed. I notice its just me and Sam in the room now. I roll my eyes at his presence but continue to pack.
           " So, uh, just wondering, do you and Blue have a thing?" I look up to see Sam talking to me. " Because I think she's really pretty and she seems cool." He smiles and I want to throw up and punch him at the same time. No way he's going to have Blue.
          " Yes, we date, if you couldn't already tell." Sam's eyes widned.
" Sorry bro, glad I asked." He smiles again and walks out the classroom. That fucking prick. I pull out my cellphone and search for Sophia's number. Harry: Don't worry Sophia, I'm doing it tonight. I hit send and walk out the classroom.
Sophia: Good decision asshole. Let me know how it goes.

Blue's POV

          I lay silently in my bed. I need to sleep, but I'm scared the nightmares will come. Forget it. I'm doing it, I haven't had a full sleep in weeks. I can't be scared anymore. Your never gonna get over your fears if you don't face them.
           I get in a more comfortable position and close my eyes. Immediately, I start to drift into a deep sleep and for once I feel relaxed. Yeah am I nervous as hell to see if my worst nightmare is going to come back, but I need to get back to health.
          My phone ringtone goes off and I groan. I look at the screen to see Harry's name pop up. I roll my eyes and hit reject. I can't deal with that now, I have to sleep. I turn back over and Harry calls again. I grab my phone and turn the mute button on. I place my phone on the table and shut my eyes.
           After a couple of minutes, I hear something against my window. I sit up a little. Hail maybe? The sound comes again. I wait. Then again. Every 6 seconds. What could it be? I sigh and rub my eyes. No way it's Harry. 
        The noise continues in its pattern and I sigh. Fuck it, let me just get it over with now so I can get some shut eye.I throw the covers off of me and get up. I open up my window and see Harry standing below it. I cross my arms. " Harry, what the hell are you doing here its 1 am in the morning?" He moves to the tree trunk right in front of my window. " I need to talk to you, I'm coming up."
         Before I can protest, Harry moves up the tree like a monkey. In 30 seconds he's sitting up on the ledge of my window. My mouth falls open. Pretty impressive for a Harry Styles. I look at him and can see that he's in his work clothes.
           " What are you doing here?" I say tiredly. I just want to get this over and done with. " Hear me out. Just let me say what I have to say and if you don't like it, I will leave and never bother you again." I sigh and nod.
           " Blue for awhile, I've been getting feelings for you. And I know I have. I was denying them at first. But then they kept getting deeper and deeper. I was a dick to you in the beginning because I was pushing you away. I didn't want to hurt you or have anything go wrong between us. I wasn't sure if you liked me back. The big reason why I don't want to ask you out is because-"
            He stops himself for a moment and I breathe deeper because of his confession. " I'm not going to be able to be the best boyfriend I can be for you. I'm not going to be able to take you on fancy dates and buy you fancy stuff because, I'm broke." I look up at him. " Harry, its not about expensive things. I like you because you make me feel safe. You make me happy. All the shit that's happened the last couple of months was better because of you."
          Harry reaches behind his back and pulls out a 5 roses. " Blue, will you be my girlfriend?" My heart swells at his words and gesture. Did Harry fucking Styles really just ask me out? No way, this has to be some cruel, sick joke. Like just kidding, I'm going to go fuck Madison now.
I look back up at him and realize he's waiting for my answer.
           " Your being serious right?" I stupidly ask to stall. " Yes, why would I be kidding?" And why am I stalling? You're the one who wanted him to ask you out so fucking say yes already.
I take the roses out of his hand and smell them. " Your making me a little nervous right now." Aw, poor Harry Styles is feelimg rejected by Blue Anderson. I smile. " Yes Harry, I'll be your girlfriend." His lips crash against mine as soon as I get the words out. I relax and set the roses down on my desk and put my hands around his face. I pull him through my window, afraid he'll fall off the ledge.
           Once he's standing up straight, he pushes me up against a wall and places his hands on my waist. He continues to smash our lips together and I moan in his mouth. He tries to push me up harder against the wall, but there's no more space. I remove my lips from his.
          " We both need to get to bed, its getting late." He nods and licks his lips. He starts to climb out the window, but I stop him with my hand. He quirks a brow at me. " Can you, stay please? I'm gonna try to get a good night's sleep fully tonight and I don't want to do it alone."
          He smiles. " Yes, of course I will." He climbs back into my room and closes the window. He takes off his work clothes and I find him in his boxers. I see a full view of all his tattoos, which look even better on him in the dark. He climbs into my bed and pulls me to lay down next to him. He wraps his arm around my back and I lay my head on his chest.
            " I'll be gone before anyone wakes up, don't worry." Harry reads my mind. I listen to his heartbeat and try to synch my breathing with his. I continue to swirl my hands over his tattoos. " You like what you see?" He asks, looking down at me. I nod.
          " Yeah, there cool. Never seen someone with so many tattoos."
He runs his hand through my hair. " Which ones your favorite?" He asks. I sit up a bit to look at them. I look carefully down his torso and arms. I point to the butterfly and he looks down at it. " That one eh?" I nod and trace it with my finger. " I'm gonna get another one before graduation."
           I look up at him as I continue to trace the butterfly wings. " What are you gonna get?" He shrugs. " No idea, probably just gonna wing it." I nod and bite my lip. I've always thought about tattoos but I don't think I'd ever go through with getting one.
            " I think I want to get one. " I say. He looks down at me surprised. " Really?"I nod. " Yeah." He chuckles a little. " Aren't you still 17?" I roll my eyes and groan against his chest.
" Leave me alone okay?" He laughs and pinches me cheeks. " It's cute that your so young." I playfully pout and roll over to the other side of the bed and he chases after me. " I'm sorry baby, don't be mad." I playfully punch him in the arm at his pun.
          " Okay, I'm done this time." I give him the evil eye and he grabs his chest playfully. I laugh. Its 2 am in the morning and we're joking around like kids. I turn to face him so we're laying face to face. " Harry." I say softly. He strokes my face. " Yeah?" I stroke his face in return. " Where do you want to go to college at?"
            He leans closer to my face.
" Harvard." I'm not shocked but I also am. " Why is that surprising that a poor idiot like me wants to go there?" I sit up and look down at him. " No, not at all your really smart. I saw your report card in your room. 4.0 right?" He closes his eyes and nods.
             " I want to be a neurologist." Damn, this boy does have big dreams. " That's really good Harry, I'm sure you'll get there." He shrugs. " What do you plan on doing after high school?" I don't really want to tell him. I was hoping we'd be close so we can see each other, but maybe not.
        " I'm going to Pritzker for Gynecology." Hopefully. He forces a smile, but the realization hits him.
" That's good, I'm sure you'll get there too." I half smile and fake a yawn.
" We should probably get to bed." He nods and wraps his arms around me. I close my eyes, thinking up what happened in the last 45 minutes and smile. Harry is finally my boyfriend.

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