Blue

Grape Soda

Harry's POV

          At least I got to talk to her. Even if it was a little, its better then nothing. We haven't talked in a year. Does she forgive me? Did she hear my apology at the hospital? Who knows. I hope she did. Maybe she wants to fix things before they turned to shit. Not that it was her fault anyway.
         I see the Brawl in the distance. I try to ignore it and fight the temptation of turning into that shitty ass parking lot. Don't do it Harry. My hands grip the steering wheel so tight, my knuckles turn white. Harry. I need to stop doing this.
         I lose to myself as I turn into the parking lot. I park in my usual and curse at myself for being a dumbass. I open the door and go down the stairs. Jared waves at me from behind the bar making out with 2 strippers at the same time. Not the most appetizing sight.
          I move to the back of the building and go in the dressing room. The girls greet me and I nod at everyone. " Harry what are you doing here tonight, I didn't expect you to be coming in." I hear Kathy's naggy voice. I barf on the inside, pretending I'm barfing on her saggy tits.
           "I need to take my mind off of something." I mange. I look around for Evelyn. " Well Evelyn is not here tonight, but do you want another brunette with blue eyes?" I nod willingly. Kathy cackles like a hyena and yells, " Christie, its your first night tonight baby, get out here for Mr. Styles!"
           I instantly regret my decision for coming here. I said I would stop doing this. But its an addiction to get my mind off of her. I love her. Christie comes out from behind curtains and I gasp. She has long straight hair like Blue's and blazing blue eyes. Her lips are pouty like her's and she's innocent.But its not her.
         " There you go Harry, take out all your frustration on young Christie!" Kathy hacks. She looks scared out of her mind. What the fuck am I doing? If I want to get my shit together and even get a chance of Blue being with me, I have to stop.. this. I look at everyone with wide eyes and run the fuck out of there.
            I start my car so fast and quickly drive as far away from that place as I can. I sigh in relief, I left and that's what matters, I did the right thing. Maybe I am a good person. Just maybe.

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         It's 8 am in the damn morning and I'm up. I didn't fall asleep until 5 this morning which is right when I need to get up. I hate Wednesdays when I have the night shift at work. I'm bloody tired. This is why coffee is my best friend and Louis isn't.
You get to see her though. So yes I guess it's worth it a little. I'm loss in my thoughts when someone pushes me against a locker. " What the fu-" I look down and see Sophia looking up at me. Great here we go with this bitch. " We need to talk." She says, trying to intimidate me. I shrug,
"Okay."
          We go into an empty science class and she shuts the door. " She doesn't know." I stare blankly at her, confused and tired. " She doesn't remember what happened between you two." I raise my eyebrows in shock.
         " Really?" She nods. " Well that's great!" I say. " I can fix things. I can do things differently." Sophia shakes her head." No. You need to stay away from her. She may not remember but that doesn't fix the damage you still made."
            " It technically does because she doesn't remember." Sophia rolls her eyes. " Not with her family, or me or anyone else. Everyone but her will remember. And I'm sure you'll do what you did again. So stay away from her. I mean it." I snort.
        " You don't know the truth, Sophia. I do. I didn't hurt her on purpose, I did it for a reason." She crosses her arms. " Tell me then?" She taps her foot, her heel being annoyingly loud. If only she knew the truth, I wouldn't be the bad guy. " I can't. But I promise I'm not lying."
She rolls her eyes. " My point exactly. You haven't changed one bit. Your the same asshole you were a year ago. I don't know what she saw in you."                       That's the thing. Is what she saw in me. I'm sweet to her and I care so much about her. No one will ever understand the love I have for her.
          " If I tried to fix things, I would show you- I would show everyone how much I truly love her." Sophia doesn't look pleased. " Just please, do us all a favor and leave her alone. Please." Sophia walks out of the room. Fine if she wants me to fuck off, I will.