Making Me Smile (Damon Fizzy Story)

Chapter 28, Lesbians, Lunches, and Lingering Love

*WARNING: Sexual content in this chapter. I'll give you a warning when it comes and ends. WARNING*

The next day rolled around and I groaned when sunlight was hitting my eyes.

'God damn sun.' I thought to myself. Groaning once again, I threw the covers off of my body to go to the kitchen. The clock on the oven said it was already 10 in the morning.

I opened the fridge and moaned when all I saw in there was beer and a half eaten slice of pizza. How Evan even got beer interested me, seeing as he was only 19.

"Whatever." I mumbled. Closing the door, I walked back to my room, plugged my laptop charger into the wall, and grabbed my phone.

There weren't any new messages so I put my phone down and pulled my laptop on to my lap. (Duh)

I immediately went to Twitter, logged in, and looked through my mentions. I replied to a few fans, followed others, and sighed sadly when I saw a tweet from Damon.

'It's official! Moving to California tomorrow. Peaceskies Floridians!' My heart dropped down to my stomach and immediately I was sad. I didn't want Damon to move. I know we weren't dating or anything but it hurt.

'Was it my fault he was leaving?' The question rang through my mind and I could feel my heart breaking. It was my fault he was leaving. God damnit, why did I ruin everything?!

I slammed the top of my laptop shut before wiping away a few stray tears. Grabbing my phone, I searched for Damon's number. When I successfully found it, I tapped on the 'Call' button. The dial tone rang in my ear three times before someone answered.

"Hello?"

I took a deep breath before answering. "Hey Damon."

"Oh hey Samm! What's up? Are you okay?" You could tell Damon was worried because he had that slight sound of panic.  It was faint, but I could tell.

"I need you to answer me as honestly as poasible." I said when I could form the right words to say.

"Okay... I'll try."

Taking a deep breath and wiping a few more stray tears, I licked my lips. "Are you leaving Florida because of me?"

He was silent and the silence answered my question.

"I'm so sorry." Was all he said before hanging up. It was my fault he was leaving his home? Leaving his mother, leaving his security, all because of me?

The tears now flowed down my face as I silently cried.

"Morning Samm. I'm going to go get cl-" I heard Evan say before taking in my shaking form.

He didn't say anything, just came up behind me, and hugged me. I turned around to cry into his chest, soaking his shirt in tears and snot.

Evan stroked my hair soothingly, just letting me cry all of my emotions out. I started crying for Damon but soon I was crying for my mother, my father, my friends, my fans, my everything, my own existence.

"It'll be okay Samm." Evan said after holding onto me for what felt like an eternity.

"I want it to be okay now." I whispered. Taking my hand, I dried my tears and sighed.

"Here, how about you go take a shower. I need to head to the store to get us some drinks. When I come back, we can go to Ihop and see if they're still serving breakfast okay?"

I nodded my head and pulled out of Evan's embrace. He gave me a saddened smile before walking out of the room.

I looked through my closet and stared at my clothes. Without too much thought, I grabbed a sweatshirt that Morgan had given me when she went to Disneyland (Whatever the fuck is in California xD) and a pair of light blue jeans.