Dear Daughter | ✔

बारह

Dear Daughter,
You know those things they say about how army families are so sacrificing and so admirable? I wish they said that about us as well; but then, I also wish we were a family in the first place.

You remember how I said circumstances separated us? Well, I do not think they did. Infact I believe I did; and I also believe that I have the power to bring us both together and be a happy father-daughter duo. I would give anything to be a part of your life again, little girl. Absolutely anything.

We could finally catch up on all the times we missed after I come back from this war. I hope to retire from the army and spend time with you; and to be completely honest, I am going through this difficult middle only so that I have a happy end.

We could buy books for you, if you are a bookworm like me; or we could buy you some albums, if you are a music fanatic like your mother. I really hope you like reading though. It would be weird for me to know that my daughter did not like reading; but I would not blame you though.

Oh! I also want to throw you a big birthday bash! You are becoming fifteen soon, aren't you? Or are you already so? Anyway, we could have a themed party, or things like that. Or even better, I could probably cook something up for you. I learnt a lot during my training days.

And, we could even watch some new movies when I am back. I stopped watching movies after your mother passed away, but I guess I could restart watching them with you; but we cannot compromise on your studies. One thing my mistakes taught me.

I could teach you a thing or two when you are having any difficulties. Mind you, I was a straight eighty percent student in my days. Your mother used to envy me for my grades, and I used to envy her for everything else.

I also think we could go out once in a while to hike a mountain or go to a beach or something. Wouldn't it be fun to build sandcastles? You see, when I was young, my family was too poor to take us to these luxurious places, but you my little girl do not have to worry about these thing. I have everything you would want.

Also, wouldn't it be fun, to roam around all those parks like the other families do? Of course your mother will not be there, but we can always make sure she is remembered. You see, the best of people do not live in cities or towns; they live in places which are much more secure. They live in the hearts of people who love them; and your mother will always be loved.

I do not know why I suddenly sound like a teenage girl right now, but I guess it is just the excitement of meeting you that is rubbing off on me. I am glad my teenager is still awake and in there.

Always and Forever,
Your Father.
July 1, 1999.