Camp (Justin Bieber)

Chapter 20: Confidence

BELLA'S POV

"Ok so we got the Saturday, Sunday and Monday off with temporary Camp cover leaders coming in and helping with the kids," Ryan said as he walked into the living room of the Counsellors cabin. Today had mostly been organizing the Camping Trip tomorrow and also for this weekend so it had been a busy day plus it was extra hard trying to get the kids active and involved with helping us out.

"Alright cool," Justin nodded as he pulled a small blanket over the both of us. In the living room sitting on the couches was Me, Justin, Ryan, Annie, Liam, Chaz, Jason and Savanna who, might i add, had become very close...

"So whats going to happen on Friday?" Annie asked as she turned to me on the other couch.

"Well once our kids are in bed, a taxi will come pick us up at around 10:30 and take us to the airport. We will then get on the private jet and fly to L.A and then my dad will pick us up at the airport around 6 AM and then we'll sleep," I explained.

"Wait, we're flying in a private jet?" Savanna asked excitedly.

"Yeah, the team use it often and so does my dad but he only uses it for when the team and him go on breaks and stuff like that," I explained with a small smile.

"How are you so calm about this?" Liam asked, clearly confused...

"I guess growing up and visiting my dad in America whilst he was working kind of helped i think but enough about that, are we all ready to go camping?" I asked changing the subject.

"Yeah, we got this HUGE tent and every one has sleeping bags and all the food is in the main kitchen with like cutlery and stuff," Jason told me as he sat back in his couch.

"We just have to pick up all the stuff in the van and drive it up to the clearing whilst every one else hike's up there," Chaz shrugged as he gulped down the rest of his beer.

"This is going to be so much fun!" I squealed. Justin lightly chuckled as he kissed my temple, still being careful with the now fading mark on my head.

"Your so cute when your excited," He whispered as he lightly pecked my ear. I giggled and squirmed slightly as his hands began to rise up and down my sides.

"So where are you all going on Friday that they had to bring in temporary counsellors?" India spitefully asked as she and Jenna came and sat down opposite all of us on a different couch.

"None of your fucking business, sluts!" Savanna spat making me and Annie turn our heads to see if that really came out of her mouth! See... I told you she was outgoing... She won't take shit from anyone!

"Calm your nuts, transvestite! We were only asking," Jenna laughed. I could tell Savanna was about to blow but i couldn't just let Jenna say that. What Sav said was rude but a transvestite?

"Jenna w-why don't you j-just leave us alone. I-its not like any of us do thi-s to you," I spoke out looking down. I couldn't even face her... Pathetic

"Oh look at that, little Ant is speaking," Jenna smirked and i felt Justin's grip on my waist tighten. Jenna and India then began to laugh...

"Do you guys remember in High School..." She laughed trailing off and i felt like my whole world was crashing down. Jenna knew and most of the guys knew with Annie but i didn't need Sav looking at me like some dirty piece of trash...

"Awww is Ant crying?" India cooed in a baby voice. I wiped away the 3 stray tears that had fallen and kept my eyes looking down.

"You-- you know what Jenna! Just grow up! Stop bringing up irrelevant shit for no reason! No one brings up what you did, and i'd say that was by far worse, but then again Bella did nothing! So why are you such a sower bitch?" Annie yelled. I looked up to see her now standing up, screaming at Jenna and India. A small smile began to spread on my lips as i watched my friend stick up for me... Now that feeling is something i hadn't felt before...

"Baby don't listen to them, lets just get to bed. We got a long week ahead of us," Justin whispered into my ear as now both Annie and Savanna were screaming at Jenna and India. I nodded my head and stood up with Justin still holding my waist. We walked around the couches, trying to stay out of it and walked back to our room. Once we shut the door, all the noise was blocked out and it was silent... Well except for my sniffles.

We walked over to my bed and i sat down crossed legged playing with the sheets. I heard Justin sigh as he sat next to me bring me onto his lap.

"Please baby, don't be sad. Tomorrow is supposed to be fun so is this weekend! Just think about it, Jenna nor India will be there," Justin tried to assure me but i just couldn't help how it wasn't working...

"Come on baby, please," He practically begged as he searched for my eyes. I was straddling his lap, with my legs on either side of him whilst i let my hands fall to my lap.

"I just, i don't know what i did to her for her to hate me..." I said as i tried to rack my brain around how i made Jenna hate me so much.

"You didn't do anything, she's just trying to destroy what we have and i know her attempts are pathetic and annoying but you believing them only boosts her ego. You are beautiful and you haven't done anything for her to be like this towards you, i want you to be happy and to be able to ignore her shit," He tried once again and i couldn't help but smile every time he would get me out of this shy, low self confidence state.

"There's that special little smile," He cooed. I leant forward burying my head in the nape of his neck, hoping he couldn't see my blush. I felt his chuckle erupt out of his mouth as he wrapped his arms around my waist, pulling me into a tight hug. I copied his actions but wrapped my arms around his neck, hugging him just as tight. I sighed in contentment just loving the feeling of being in his grasp.

"Thank you, once again," I giggled lightly once we pulled back.

"Hey, i want to make you happy but just remember, what they say is just immature and spiteful. None of its true ok?" He asked tucking some hair behind my ear. I nodded and gave him a quick peck.

"Awww c'mon i deserve more then that?" He pouted. I jokingly rolled my eyes and leant in giving him a gentle kiss. As i was about to pull away, his hand sneaked to the back of my neck keeping me in place. I smiled into the kiss and felt his lips do the same. He then slid his tongue over my bottom lip and i immediately parted my lips for him. The kiss became heated quickly and my once small peck on the lips had led to a full fledge make out session. Now if you told me 3 weeks ago that i would be doing this with Justin, i probably would have laughed in your face before calling you 'crazy'. It has been 4 weeks yesterday that Justin and I had seen each other again and i can most definitely say that my confidence has changed drastically.

On the first week, my confidence was brought up by Justin, Annie, Jason, Ryan, Liam and Chaz. One the second week my confidence was struck down by Justin, Jason, Liam, Ryan and Chaz... But on the third week my confidence blasted through the roof because of Justin and since then, i've partly remained confident and dare i say my old self before the incident with my mom in Sophomore year. I was happy with my life then... Even though i had reasons not to be, i saw my life as being perfect but as soon as my mom was put out like that, it all changed. But now look at me... I have my first boyfriend, i'm straddling his waist making out with my boyfriend, the co-manager and co-trainer of Toronto Maple Leafs Hockey team, i have friends... Actual friends who want to be my friend because of me and not my dad... I have a life.

I soon felt my self smiling like a fool and as we both pulled away, breathing heavily, i couldn't help but jump and give Justin a huge hug. Pushing him down onto my bed. I stayed laying on him with my head resting on his chest, just listening as he began laughing.

"And what was that for?" He chuckled as he began to play with my hair. I turned my head so my chin was now resting on his chest and my arms slung on his shoulders.

"I just needed to hug you... You have no idea of the effect this camp had had on my life," I said truthfully. He smiled wide and leant down giving me a chaste kiss.

"I'm glad your happy. Now go get changed for bed, we have a long few days ahead of us," He said as he pulled away. I saluted him and jumped up, heading towards the shower...

"Yes sir," I called back hearing him chuckle in response