Camp (Justin Bieber)

Chapter 11: kiss

JUSTIN'S POV

It was now saturday, so it had been just under a week since the blow out with Bella, and to my dismay, it was the worst thing that had happened to me ever since I found out Jenna was cheating on me... Bella wouldn't talk to me and even worse is that she became more shy and less confident with each passing day. She didn't sleep in the room any more, instead she would sleep on the couch in the 'Otters' cabin... She wouldn't talk to us and most importantly she wouldn't listen to us so it was extremely awkward minding the kids or even just being in the same room with her although i could tell she was hurt, but today was going to change that.

I walked up to the 'Otters' cabin as the sun began to rise into the sky. It was 6:45 and i was hoping i would be able to explain what the guys and I truly felt although i was nervous as hell... Like thats unusual for me...

I walked through the doors and into the toy/living room where Bella was standing up stretching. She rubbed her neck and winced slightly...She had been sleeping on that couch because she didn't want to face me or the guys...

I cleared my throat and she spun on her heal. Once she saw who it was she looked down to her feet and began to hug her arms... I had brought her out of her confidence struggle before but then pushed her right back in... I needed to make this right, not only for her but for me...

"Look Bella," I started as i took a step towards her. She looked up and before i could carry on she spoke up...

"Are those my clothes?" She asked and it was like music to my ears. I looked down to the neatly folded clothes and shoes laying in my hand, i looked back up and shyly nodded.

"I thought i could save Annie a trip," I told her. She nodded and gently took them out of my hands and mumbled a quick thanks.

"Look Bella," I started again, "Can you please just let me explain and after it, if you still don't like what you hear, i'll change groups and you can move your things into this cabin but please, just give me a chance," I pleaded as i used my index finger and thumb to lift her chin so she was now looking at me, bot our faces inches apart.

"L-let me g-get dressed and then you have till the kids begin to wake up," She whispered quietly still looking into my eyes. I nodded as she pulled away and went to change.

She came back out wearing what Annie had picked out for me... I'm not so amazing with girls fashion... http://data.whicdn.com/images/22775815/183521753534870820_wAqUaRaq_c_large.jpg With http://s1.favim.com/orig/26/red-red-amp-white-red-and-white-shoes-vans-Favim.com-227610.jpg and her hair done to perfection even though she would just see it as a messy bun... She sat down on the couch next to me and kept her eyes on the ground as she pulled the sleeves of her top down so it almost completely covered her hands...

"Bella," I breathed, she slowly turned her head to me still keeping her eyes glued downwards.

"I know you probably think that we were laughing at you or something but i promise you we weren't," I started, she nodded slowly still not making eye contact, "When you first arrived none of us truthfully remembered you but when Chaz started asking all the questions, i knew something was up but it wasn't until you went out of the room when Chaz finally recognized you. Having all those memories of High School flooding back into our minds hurt us all, and i know for sure that none of us are fine with what happened back then. The guilt that is flooding through my veins every time i look at you... It makes me feel pathetic, i'm disgusted by the way we acted but i know that i've changed for the best and i just want you to know how truly sorry i am... We weren't laughing at you the other week, we were actually just enjoying the girl we never got to know in High School," I breathed out as i looked back up to Bella. As my head spotted her she flung her arms around my neck and sobbed quietly into the crook of my neck.