Ask & Dare: ME! FROZEN, HTTYD, & ROTG

I try and i try and i give up

Me: I try. I try my best! I try hard! Nothing works! Parents still argue and curse, friends and family break apart like twigs, and bullies. Bullies never seem to change. They make you want to die, they pick at you for no reason. No one seems to notice me at all, like I'm invisible. They make you want to die. They make you want to die.....they make you want to die.....they make you want to die....
They make you...*pulls out a knife*
Hans: Jamaria no!
Me: Hans! I-
Hans: I know your afraid but please don't do this. Jamaria please.
Me: I'm sorry Hans but, *sighs and cuts her forearm then passes out*
Hans: Jamaria! Jamaria, Jamaria can you hear me?! Can you hear me?! Jamaria!!!!!

Hans takes me to the hospital.

Hans: please, please be okay. Be okay. Please...please...please....please....
please...please...please...please.....
Please...
Me:........
Hans: *cries and places his hand in mine* Jamaria. You have to wake up. The books not the same with out you, it's just not. Wake up, *sniffs* please. Wake up...

(L'Shaunti: don't give up on me sister. Not yet. Don't come just yet! Wake up Jamaria! Wake up!)

Me: my name.......echoes...........