My Fucking Life now. I had to resort to my iPad, sure it's fine but you know what I miss. If I say it I'll cry. You know what the fuck it is. I'm cutting to kill myself. I don't care what you say anymore. Nothing's gonna convince me to live. Not friends. Not family. Not boys. Not girls. No one. I'll just die alone. Good bye world. I'll be sure to keep all of you up to date with my cut hand. And if you think I'm joking, here's the real picture for proof:
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Ps: cutting with my fingernail. My index on my right hand is the sharpest, therefore I'm using it to cut my right hand. I'm determined to die until I get my new fucking phone. I'm serious about this. I started it yesterday and I didn't stop. I'm not going to stop and this might be my very last update. If it is I just wanted all of you to know that I'm sorry for bringing this on you and that it had to happen. I apologize for a being a burden to you. No one, even noticed my hand yet. But when I see you all again one day, I hope that you all would understand why I did this. I'm sorry that I let all of you down. I'm sorry that I am a burden. When I'm down I bring you down with me and I'm so sorry for doing that but, I just *breaks down crying* I told my parents and they are getting me a new phone but I want my old one back. I remember my Wattpad as well as my YouTube and hangouts. Facebook I'm good with. Everything else is gone. My pictures, my music, my contacts, my phone number. Gone. All of it is gone and I blame myself. It's my fault, even my mom agrees to it to. I'm sorry this had to happen like this but I just don't care and as of now, I'm saying goodbye and I'm committing suicide. Nothing will convince me to live. Go on and try I'm not going to listen. To none of it. The girl you know is gone, and if my hand doesn't kill me my mom will. That or something sharp. So Bye. Because I've given up.
