Dating A Charmed One. Did I Mention I'm Half-Demon?

Chapter 17

Note: Hey everyone, sorry for the late upload, I feel real bad, but I just haven't been writing much of this story lately, too busy with school and such. Anyways I have a quick announcement, I have decided to do a fan-fic on my favourite bands. It will be a You me at Six (Josh Franceschi) love story, with a bit of Paramore thrown in. It's only a short (for me) story and I want to write it before I post it, but I will let you know when I post it, so leave me a comment (on this chapter, on my message board or PM me) and let me know what you think of the idea.

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The white colour of the toilets blinded me for a second, as the light reflected off all four of the walls. My eyes adjusted to the brightness and I was able to walk up to the nearest sink and grasp the edge just as I felt that my legs were getting weaker.

"Lila it's okay" Amy said and pulled me to her. I turned around and hugged my best friend back, leaning my head on her shoulder as if she was the only thing keeping me sane. I suppose in a way she was. She rubbed my back but kept quiet, knowing that I needed to think things through in silence.

Two months! It had only been two months and already Chris had decided to kiss some other girl! Though apparently that wasn't the first time he'd kissed her if I was guessing right from what they said. I vaguely knew that I was still crying but that didn't matter at the moment. I was having trouble just thinking through the pain that was coming from my chest. I thought he loved me! I thought I'd finally found that one person that I could maybe see having a future with. Obviously I was wrong.

My mom had always had problems with guys. Each one cheated on her, or turned out to be evil. It seems that I'm doomed to repeat the same cycle. It seems that I will never be able to count on any guy unless they are technically family. Am I really cursed that everyone I love or care about will either die or hurt me in some other way? Surely the cosmos isn't that horrible? Especially when I'm helping it to try and rid the world of all the extra demons that run around and kill innocents.

I sighed slightly, feeling myself calm down a little, but even that simple gesture hurt and had me in tears again. Each tear that ran down my cheek felt warmer than the last, until I finally thought that my insides were burning and were escaping in my tears. Not that I could blame my organs really, why would they want to be inside me when I'm in so much pain? My tears tasted so salty and I couldn't slow down the flow of them.

"Lila" I heard Melinda whisper from the door. Amy unwound herself from my grasp and went to open the door, but because I didn't have her holding me up anymore I sunk to the down and landed with a thump on my backside. That actually hurt and helped me think about something other than the pain that Chris was causing in my heart. He probably didn't even care about my feelings anymore.

I heard Mel let out a noise of anguish before she came and sat next to me.

"Lila?" she asked and I gulped before turning to look at her. Thankfully she doesn't remind me of Chris, just of Wyatt. Wyatt! How I badly wanted him to sit beside me right now and tell me that he was going to deck his brother for doing this to me. But yet again, Chris is his family and I am just an orphan that was taken in by them. Why should any of them even care about me? I felt Mel wipe the tears away from my face using a tissue that she had produced from her pocket. This made me smile slightly. She was prepared for anything.

"Gosh Lila. I'm so sorry!" she said and I felt myself well up again.

"Why are you apologising?" I asked her, squeezing my eyes shut to keep her from seeing my pain. My friends didn't have to know how much pain I was in. I didn't want them sharing it with me when they are both happy with their boyfriends. I felt her shrug from beside me.