The real broken face of night watcher

Chapter 1: Leo's return

Raph's POV
It's been while now since Leo came back after nearly two years all out of sudden he was standing at the lair in front of my eyes , I hate to admit it but I missed him YET, I can't forgive him or go with a huge hug and say "Hey bro!" either. He always claim to see me as the closest brother out of three or at least what he says but he didn't even say goodbye before vanishing for this much long time.
Yeah I can't bear with it that the "perfect leader" come back and excepting me to follow him, his orders, his selfishness, that he's always so overconfident with his decision like " I know what I'm doing so follow the orders." While he always take the victim role and act selfless...and I'm the bad one just because I'm honest and speak my mind, and will never just leave without saying.... he treats us like strangers, I can feel my fists clinching outa control like always....
I remember the time that he left , the night before that day we went for a patrol and Leo and I get to another random fight after we came back to the lair he went and talked with Splinter I didn't really pay attention to them cause I didn't care, he always go and talk with Splinter so no one was curious or really cared anymore, we didn't know what are they talking about no one tried to find out but the next morning we woke up and saw that he had vanished at first we got worried but then Splinter came and just said
-" Leo's gone for a short mission" and that was all we heard then he went back to his room so he call this SHORT ! I just wanna say thank goodness that it was SHORT I don't know how long he wanted to go for a long time seriously he call TWO years a short time?!
After he left we had to do Splinter's order without question he forbidden us from any fighting in the outside just because that the 'perfect guy' wasn't here to lead us or protect us then he put Don in charge and everything got worse and worse with every day that passed. Don and Mikey both got a stupid job but I wasn't like'em I couldn't just sit and wait for perfect guy to come and lead me ,I can handle myself, me and Splinter get into many arguments about Leo's leaving or about why he's forbidden us from going outside, I couldn't wait for Leo to come after all this time that he enjoyed his limitless freedom and we supposed to stuck dawn here and take his selfish orders so I decided to make private life for myself I don't care if my brothers want to live like stupid and useless guys I'm not Leo or Splinter's marionette neither a cattle so I made myself an armor and a nickname 'Nightwatcher' and at night I went to protect my city without anyone's help and without Leo ordering me. For two years I fought alone I healed my wounds and survived alone and no one's found out but now he's back and I can't continue. I can't live without my 'Nightwatcher' life .I have to do something but what?.....there must be someway.....