The real broken face of night watcher

Chapter 6: the broken canvas

A/n
Hey so this is the chapter 6 that I've fixed, schools are opening by few days and I'm screwed I hope whoever is reading this enjoy it I'm working on the sister story as well☺️ I'll be happy to read your comments no matter of if it's complementing or criticizing☺️🌹

Don's POV
Some people say life is like a book but this time I say our life is like a canvas from art of broken canvases the pictures of different rivers that ends in one oceans but the artist of our life is such a emotional expressionist... it made the rivers too dark or to hard to sail, full of rocks so angry and it flows with too much speed; they're dark and full of words but pictures can't talk...that's why our story is so hard to tell; it get told by making things happening just in the worst way just the way as a expressionist art it's too emotional too many lines and not much of a contrast between the colors...it doesn't speak, it stabs in the heart with its rebellious feelings.
Since Leo left we broke and fell apart; like our canvas is cracking falling apart, we didn't talk to each other that much, and everyone found a isolated corner for himself and make himself busy with it, many times April and Casey trued to help and cheer us up but it was useless and sometimes it made it worse, we fought a lot but mostly with Raph, Leo's leaving had the most effect on him even tho he pretended it's nothing, with appears tough but he's really sensitive and easy to get hurt emotionally so now that his emotions are overwhelming he can't forgive or forget easily about all that happened, he can't forget Leo's ignorance...and he is disappointed so he just yells and punches everything just to say ' I'm not weak'. He's keeping a lot of hot and burning lavas of different emotions in his heart but each time he gets hurt or disappointed this big tough mountain gets cracked this, his canvas has the most cracks on it the colors all the same or different they're not calm, with more cracks keeping the lavas inside will be harder and the art of canvas harder to understand, and one day the mountain will explode and those burning lavas will come out and melt everything then there will be no Art or...meaningful life....and I don't think that day is too far away...

After the day Mikey got into that accident Raph  changed a lot, he went out and come late later than any day before, and he was mysterious...so ...I...I thought when Leo come back he will come back to normal but with him leaving Raph's heart became dark and full of hatred and now that Leo is back everything is getting worse he may not show it yet but I can feel the tensed zone around those two it's screaming in the whole lair.

In the last three days after patrol night here's like a madhouse full of people with mental illness, social anxiety, bipolarity and sleep disorders. Family members who fight with each other and with their inner selves, in a second it's filled with silent and nothingness and after that it's yelling and fighting ,Mikey locked himself in his room or kitchen Leo always meditating and Raph punching his punching bag some of his kick nearly shake the walls and he continues till he runs out of  energy .

-'I don't know why sensei won't do anything to help them he behave like it's two child fight, he's so relax' I thought to myself and sighed I don't even know how much time I'm sitting here staring at wall and thinking.

-" You are letting them to destroy the city like TERMINATORS?!"
-" WE ARE not allow to fight Raph! the last fight was even a stupid move"

Oh what the HECK not again! They're fighting AGAIN, in last three days it's their fifth fight and I feel it's not gonna end like others...

-"Are ya STUPID or ya play a role of witless person?" Full of rage like always.
-" I'm not stupid and not playing any role either but you know we can't disobey him Raph"

-"Really? I don't get it at all! Ya always are walkin and talkin throwing Shits around about your responsibility and that we should follow you what kind of a leader are ya if ya can't do whatch ya want?"
-"What are you expecting me to do wearing Halloween clothes like NOUGH Walker and fight the bad guy? Like cartoons?! Grow UP RAPH Open your eyes!"