Phone Call

Blanket Kick

I couldn't sleep.

I couldn't decide.

Even after being forgiven it felt unacceptable. I hadn't been back for so long. Too long.

Is it acceptable to visit him after so many years? Will I be so easily forgiven by him? What will Kookie say if he realizes?

Mindy snored lightly beside me. She was going to leave but I didn't even want her driving in daylight so there was no way she was driving back home this late.

It's hot.

My phone vibrated next to me and I looked at it.

Pinknamjoonie/Johe:
Will you answer my call if I call you right now?

Meepersoña:
Are you asking if I'm awake?

Pinknamjoonie/Johe:
Essentially

Meepersoña:
My friend will freak if she sees you.

I'm actually surprised she didn't fangirl when I told her earlier. I felt proud of Mindy.

Pinknamjoonie/Johe:
I promise to stay quiet. Pinky swear?🤙🏼

Meepersoña:
Okay as long as you mean it 😤🤙🏽

My phone vibrated less than a minute later and I answered the video call.

"Annyeong." He whispered quietly as I turned from laying on my back to my tummy.

"Annyeong." I said quietly back with a smile. I felt much calmer than earlier watching him fidget around. He looked cute in glasses. Unlike me. I always had in contacts because of that.

"You look like you've been crying muffin."

"Only a little." I murmured. "I've been through a bit emotionally today."

"Wanna talk about it?" He asked as he played with his lip watching me carefully.

I shook my head and he nodded before resting his head in his hand and looking at me with a tired dull look.

"You look really pretty." He murmured. "You're hair is a mess." He chuckled.

"Mmm." I didn't even bother fixing it. "I look pretty even with puffy eyes huh?"

"Yep." He said.

"You're tired."

"Yeah, I stayed up with Suga working all night because we had a deadline but I forgot something."

"What?"

"To say goodnight to my girl." He smiled.

"Your girl?"

"My girl." He said softly. "Goodnight."

I didn't argue it.

"Goodnight." I murmured back.

He smiled big and goofy before hanging up. I could feel my face flushing.

Did it get hotter?

"You guys are cuuuttteee." Mindy grumbled in her sleep.

I laughed and hit her with a pillow before telling her to go back to sleep.

I stared at the ceiling before kicking off my blankets like a child. I started to pout like a child with my realization.

I really like Kim Namjoon..

With that I made my decision. I will go to Korea but I won't see Namjoon. Not until I've tied up everything.

Sorry Namjoon.