Unspoken

letter 07

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07 / letter to your ex-boyfriend

Dear Will,

It took me months to get over you. Not one month, not two or three. But eight months, eight stinking months.

It was the hardest thing I’ve ever had to do. It broke me in ways you could never imagine. Writing this letter to you makes me sick. I know if you ever were to read this, which you won’t since I’m fully intending on either;

a) burning these letters.

or b) burying them 6 feet under.

But let’s say you did. You’d probably laugh at me. Laugh at me for falling for all your lies and for being so easy to fool. I’ll admit I was a fool to like you, I even thought I loved you. How crazy is that?

I know now that I was so stupid to fall for a guy like you. All you ever did was break my heart. That was your plan all along, wasn’t it? I can honestly say you’ve made me so bitter towards love Will. You’ve made me put these steel walls around my heart, because I’m so afraid to get fooled again, I’m so afraid of falling and having absolutely nobody there to catch me.

It’s sad but I remember why I liked you so much. You were just it for me. Or at least I thought you were.

You were the guy every girl would fall for. You were sweet and charming. You made me laugh all the time. You had the most captivating smile ever. Gosh, you were so perfect Will. But after I got to know the real you, all that beauty vanished and now all I can see is an asshole, a guy who leads girls on and cheats, someone with no care for anyone but himself.

But what can I say? I fell for you - hook, line and sinker.

Do you remember all those late summer nights where we would talk for hours? We’d talk about everything, from our favorite foods to our plans after high school. I’d open up to you so many times Will and you’d pretend to care. You’d pretend to be the perfect guy. The one who would listen and be there for me. I guess you just weren’t that guy. I wish I would have known that before.

Do you remember all the times you told me you loved me?

Do you remember asking me out? Or how we dated for 3 months? Do you remember when I caught you making out with Blair? You decided to cheat on me with my lab partner and your ex-girlfriend, emphasis on the ‘ex’.  Nice one Will.

I’m sometimes speechless about what you did. God, was I just a toy to you? Why did you even go out with me? Did you use me to get over Blair?

Want to know something Will?

It still hurts. What you did still hurts. I feel like a part of me will always feel the pain you caused. I’m glad I’m over you and I’m glad I’ve moved on, but you’ll always be in my thoughts, sometimes my thoughts will drift, and I’ll think about the pain.

Heartbreak is the worst. Don’t you think?

Sincerely,

Olivia

xoxo

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