Unspoken

letter 16

(Hi! So, someone asked for a summary because its been so long since I've updated which makes sense, so I'm gonna try to summarize it in the best way I can, but as you all know, this story isn't written like a story, its actually letters, so yea lol.)

* Olivia Grey is a sixteen year old girl who is writing letters. As we get to know Olivia, she has a depressed pesonality and many family problems, with her parents being really neglective and cruel to her and her younger brother Oliver, whom she loves very very much and usually takes care of. Her bestfriend is Charles King, and she's known him since she was little, they have a very close relationship and they depend on eachother very much. Charles has a boyfriend, whom goes by the name of Roman, and is very abusive. Olivia hates Roman but is tolerant bc Charles loves Roman and won't leave him. Olivia has a crush on a boy named Finn, who doesn't notice her in a romantic way but Olivia accepts that they'll just be friends (for now). Olivia sometimes mentions her Aunt Betty who died because of cancer and she says that Aunt Betty was like a mother figure in her life, and her death has really only added to Olivia's sadness. Another character that also becomes a problem in Olivia's life is Will, her ex-boyfriend, who cheated on her and over the course of the letters, Olivia tries to let go of the pain he caused and the pain she always sort of holds onto about everything. She's a very strong person but she also can be weak and has very negative thoughts about herself and life in general. * 

(I hope that summarized a bit lol, ok, keep reading to find out more(:) 

16  / the last person you kissed

Dear Will, 

I used to like when you kissed me. It was nice and it felt normal. It's always nice to feel normal right? When everything else is so out of control, their could be that one normal thing. It's simple. And nice.

But now, the thought of kissing you again reminds me of false love, lies and heartbreak.

I'm also reminded of how broken you left me, of how you left me completely and utterly crushed.

But if I’m being honest, when I was with you, yeah I was still broken and sad but I always found comfort in you, in the thought of you and in the way you kissed me. And I hate that. I hate that I found comfort in you and that I forgot that my life wasn't picture perfect, even if it was for a few seconds. But when you held me close and kissed me, I felt normal and good. And that's the sad part, I held on to that, to the way I felt with you and when you left me, you took that good feeling away. So now I'm empty. You've left me empty Will.

I've written enough letters to you Will. It seems like I keep going back and all I want to do is move on, I want to leave you in the past.

I mean yeah it hurts to get your heart broken, but I need to leave it in the past.

You were just one big mistake, one big regret. Maybe I was one big mistake to you too. And I’m okay with that. 

Sincerely, 

 Olivia.

(a/n - not edited and really short, sorry, leave your feedback loves)