Night Ryder

Chapter 12

Faith's P.O.V.

With his lips still on mine, Ryder backs me up until my legs hit the couch. 

I feel his arms go under my butt and lift me up. I automatically wrap my legs around his waist and pull myself closer to him. I run my hands through his hair which earns me a sexy groan.

I feel my back hit the couch and before I know it Ryder is climbing on top of me. I pull away from the kiss in order to breathe while Ryder continues to place kisses across my jaw and down my neck.

I know I have to stop this before it goes to far but I really don't want to.

I mentally groan in my head and push Ryder back by his shoulders. He stops his kisses and looks at me confused.

"What?" He asks in a very husky voice that makes my insides tingle in a weird way.

"We have to stop." My voice comes out as a whisper.

"Why?" He asks but by the smug look on his face I already know he knows why.

"Because..." I trail off while my cheeks turn red.

"Come one Faith. Tell me why." He says with a smirk and I roll my eyes.

"Because I've never um...gone that far with a guy." I look down at my nails and pick the skin around them nervously. He's doing this on purpose.

"In other words you're a virgin." He states and I shyly nod. He chuckles a little bit but his fingers lift my chin up to look at him.

"Faith there's no reason to be embarrassed. I'm happy you're a virgin. It means you're not a slut who sleeps with tons of guys."

"Like all the girls you sleep with?" I say and immediately regret it.

"I didn't mean it like-" I begin to say but he cuts me off.

"Faith it's ok. I know what you meant and I don't blame you. I've slept with a lot of girls but that was before you." He says with a small smile.

Before me? Does that mean he wants a relationship with me?

"What is this?" I ask and motion between the two of us.

"I don't know. All I know is I like you and I don't want you with anyone else." He says with hard eyes.

"So does that mean we're together?" I somehow find the courage to ask.

He looks deep in thought for a minute before he answers.

"Yes. Faith Logan will you be um...my girlfriend?" He asks nervously and I smile widely.

"Yes." I answer and he looks a little relieved.

"I'm going to go ahead and let you know I've never really had a boyfriend before. I don't know how this is suppose to work."

"You've never had a boyfriend before?" He asks in shock and I nod.

"How? You're sexy as hell with those long legs and blue eyes!" He says which makes me blush.

"My dad wouldn't let me date anybody."

"So how would he feel about this?" He asks.

"He probably wouldn't like it."

"Good thing I don't give a shit then, huh?" He says with a smirk and I giggle.

"I've never had an actual girlfriend either so we can figure this shit out together." He informs me and I nod.

"It's pretty late outside, shouldn't you go home?" I ask even though I rely don't want him to.