Well Bub, it's hard to believe how long it's been since I lost you. I feel as if I'm a completely different person now. Sure, I'm a lot stronger, but I wish I still had my protective, big brother. I wish you were here to see all of the things I've accomplished and that you could see how many people's lives you affected. I wish you could see that I finally finished that damn English and passed all of my classes this year. Even today I got my braces off. Oh, and I got the job at Journey's, all because you told me I could do it. God, I wish you were still here. It still, just, doesn't feel real that I'm an only child now. It doesn't feel real that you won't get to be my Best Man or I won't be your Maid of Honor like we planned. It doesn't feel real that we'll never own that brother-sister tattoo shop either. Dammit Justin. I miss you so much and there's nothing I can do. There's no way I can bring you back. Hell, you'll never be able to read these letters. You'll never realize how much you meant to everyone you met. You'll never get to see my entire future and how empty it is without you in it. I love you.
YOU ARE READING
Letters to You
RandomAfter losing my only brother on January 31, 2016, I've decided to write letters to him as if to update him on my life. This is mostly a way for me to let out all of the feelings that I keep inside.
