I don't know what it is about certain days, certain hours, or certain seconds that I just miss you more than usual. It's like all these emotions just come flooding and I can't stop crying. Lately, every little thing reminds me of you and the hole in my heart keeps getting bigger.
I was never prepared to lose you.. I thought we would have each other forever. Even after two years, it still doesn't feel real to me. I still don't understand death and I probably never will. It doesn't make sense to me that one second you're here and the next you're gone. It doesn't make sense to me that I'm supposed to be okay with the fact that my brother isn't here anymore because "it's been awhile."
I miss you Justin. There are so many thing I wish I could tell you. So many questions that I wish you could answer. There are some things that only you understood about me, so only you could talk to me about it. I don't know how I'm supposed to be okay with that.
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Letters to You
RandomAfter losing my only brother on January 31, 2016, I've decided to write letters to him as if to update him on my life. This is mostly a way for me to let out all of the feelings that I keep inside.
