Take Off ● One Shots [ haikyuu!! x reader ]

● Nishinoya Yuu : I Lost You

"Let's live together, Yuu-kun!" you smiled at the boy who was just about 2cm taller than you. The two of you were slowly getting into your first years in college, and you thought why not live together. The two of you had been together for at least 2 years and a half. If you remembered correctly. He approached you first after a funny encounter during after school practices and things began to spark after that.

"T-together?" Nishinoya was shocked. You nodded your head in excitement like a little girl ready to go on an adventure. You clasped your hands together and begged, "Please Yuu-kun~"

His cheeks flash a tint of pink, as his hand traveled to his nape nervously, "B-but (F/N)-chan, don't you need to stay-"

"Yuu-kun," you pouted and gave him your most cutest puppy eyes. Nishinoya couldn't help but lose to that all the time. It was one of his weaknesses and you knew how to use it. He gave you a soft smile and nodded.

"Let's live together, (F/N)-chan."

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As the two of you were beginning college, you and Nishinoya was able to find a small condo near the campus of the school. It wasn't expensive and it wasn't cheap either, it was between a good price. It was an empty place before, but everything began filling up the room. A T.V. was placed in the living room along with a nice glass coffee table and a sofa big enough to fit you and him. In the kitchen was filled with the small refrigerator, the matching tableware along with the couple cup you had gotten for the 1st year anniversary. And in the bedroom was the bed you two shared along with frames of you and him from previous dates.

"It's perfect," you said staring at the ceiling of the condo's living room while you laid on Nishinoya's chest. "Living with you is perfect."

He softly chuckled and planted a kiss on your temple while holding you tight. The both of you spent the next hour enjoying each other's presences before Nishinoya's stomach interrupted the silence.

"Time to get cooking!" you laughed and sat up. He pouted as your warmth from his chest disappeared.

"Let's go shopping yeah?" you suggested. He nodded and you both headed to change into some more appropriate outing clothes before heading out. Your hands were held tightly as if afraid you'd disappear from each other's sight. Nishinoya smiled at you and you would smiled back. This a perfect image of a perfect life but deep down Nishinoya felt a small pain lingering in his heart. Something that had been weighing down on him for a long time. You noticed he was spacing out and poked his cheek.

"Are you too hungry?" you joked and laughed. He returned back to his senses and playfully glared at you, "My stomach is at war with hunger right now."

You laughed and once the street light indicated the walking figure you headed off first. It was a peaceful night before everything flashed before Nishinoya's eyes. Your figured had collapsed and he was able to catch you before your body collided with the street.

"(F/N)-chan!" he shook you only to receive heavy pants and before he knew it you fell unconscious. The ambulance arrived quickly at the scene and lifted you away to the hospital along with Nishinoya who never let go of your hand.

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"You have 2 months to live?!" Nishinoya shouted at you. He had figured everything out and was in a rage. "Why didn't you tell me anything, (F/N)-chan?!"

You had been gone from school for almost months and he knew something was up. It wasn't just a typical hospital check up or anything. He overheard your parents and the doctor by accident and wanted to confront with you if the details were correct.

"Y-yuu-kun," you stared at his figure that was heaving from all his rage. He stood helplessly by the door with his head hung and streaming down his face were small tears. Your head hung as well as you stared down to your fingers unaware of what to say to him.

"Are you planning of just avoiding me until you really disappear from this world?!" his voice was full of anger that even you were shocked. You had never seen Nishinoya angry to this point. Yes you two had argued quite a lot but to see him like this had never happened.

"N-no..." you mumbled and held in your tears. "I-it's just that...Y-yuu-kun...I'm scared."

Hearing that Nishinoya lifted his head to look at you. Your face had become slimmer and your usual bright skin was now a dull pale color. He had only noticed it now as he glanced at your figure on the hospital bed. He slowly moved his feet towards you and pulled you into his embrace.

"I'm here," he whispered. "I'm here with you (F/N)-chan. You don't have to be scared anymore."

"Let's live together, Yuu-kun!"

"T-together?"

"Please Yuu-kun~"

"B-but (F/N)-chan, don't you need to stay-"

"Yuu-kun,"

"Let's live together, (F/N)-chan."

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He watched as your figured was rolled into the emergency room as he was held back by the nurses at the door. His legs became weak and he fell to the floor. The heavy lingering pain in his heart was becoming heavier and heavier as the minutes go by. Now that he thought about it, there was so many questions he had.

How did he managed to say everything so cheerfully without breaking?

How did he managed to put them down into words when the words itself was so much for himself to hold?

But then he remembered.

He loved you. He had loved you even until to this point where the love became critical. He loved you through the rain, the storm, and the sunshine. And he didn't know what you had done or he did for you to deserve this kind of ending.

After hours of trying to bring your life back on the line, the doctor walked out and with the expression on his face, Nishinoya knew. The pain in his heart became something unbearable. He held his chest and screamed out as if the pain would go away. It wasn't long before the nurses rolled out your body that was covered in the white cloth. 

He just couldn't get it. He loved, and he loved, and he loved you and yet within a blink of an eye, he lost you.

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□ A/N:

OK . WELL IM SURPRISED I FINISHED ANOTHER ONE ON THE SAME DAY .

i guess it's because angst always gets to me ; ^ ;

this is kind of based off of fleurie's "hurts like hell" because i'm always so angsty XD

my heart hurts now . i'm sad . oh gawd but writing/reading angst is also sooo gooddd .

idk . well there's going to be another angst up next with kageyama so prepare your poor hearts ppl !