The Whistle Promised

Chapter 38 : Crooked Heart

Seunghyun,Youngbae and Daesung arrive in orphanage and walking around to find jiyong after one of the kid said he saw a weird hyung sleeping near halley.it was the place near the swing and three and it wasn't far from the orphanage.they feel glad found sleeping figure and smile after know that person is their friend that they are looking for.Jiyong still sleeping,he didn't know three of his friends feel glad they could found him. "jiyong we need to talk." seunghyun said after youngbae and Daesung shook jiyong's arms to wake him up. "i'm so sorry seunghyun hyung...i kill your dongsaeng...i kill seungri." jiyong try holding back his tears and avoid looking at them. "stop it jiyong ah,Ri die in house fire accident.you didn't kill him but those kidnappers did it." seunghyun holding on both of jiyong's arm. "but...Ri die because of me hyung...they kidnap him because of me." jiyong sobbing push them away and hit on his own chest and make youngbae quickly catch jiyong's hands and hold it in his hands. "jiyong! kwon jiyong! if Ri know you like this,he will hate you more! listen! Ri already died, not just leave you but he leave all of us!! the one that sad not just you but all of us! why you so egoist?! did you think we are not sad?! Ri is my little brother,he is my baby boy! our eomma and appa need him. we also lost him did you know that?! yet we still try to life with this fact! we still trying jiyong ah...we also still trying...then why you not trying too?! why you didn't want accept the fact our Ri already leave us earlier?! until when you want to life like this?!" seunghyun shout with anger after catch jiyong that hysteric cry and make seunghyun push him down to the ground.Daesung quickly try calming down seunghyun and pull him away from jiyong. while Youngbae try hard to catch jiyong and calm him down with tight hug. they let jiyong and seunghyun crying loud and sad.all of them crying and they could hear jiyong keep repeat say sorry while crying harder.seunghyun feel regret shout at jiyong but he really sad saw jiyong still blaming him self for all that happen to Ri his baby brother.that day they didn't said anything to talk on their way back. four of them feel to sad to said anything and try to calm down their own temper.

in japan,seungri just awake because of nightmare.he panickly awake from bed to calm him self down. "still dark..." seungri sigh try to accept the fact he couldn't see anything with his eyes anymore.his hands blindly try to touching everything around him to find the wall for him to lean when he standing up from his bed and try walk out from bedroom like uncle kwon teach to him yesterday. "Good morning young master Lee you already wake up?" jung ahjjuma's tender voice make seungri look at the voice direction and smile. "ahjjuma jung,good morning too.ahjjuma could you help me find the door? hmm... i still can't recognize this place well." seungri polite ask before he feel the old lady hand pull his right hand carefully guide him walk to the door. "young master lee,becareful ok. here is the door,i will open it for you. but please wear your shoes first.wait i will put the shoes near your feet." ahjjuma quickly said before seungri feel soft shoes touch his feet.Seungri carefully walk while count on his steps to the kitchen with ahjjuma Jung following behind him.sometime they stop when seungri almost hit on things in that house but everytime seungri almost fell down there always someone around him hold on his hands and watch him to stay becareful.seungri pout and stop walk until all servants around him quickly ask him with worriedly include ahjjuma jung. " i'm ok, is ok if i'm fell down. don't worry like that please?" seungri said after sigh and smile while his hands try to touching the servants around him. "please help me but please treat me like ordinary young man not like young master." seungri hold on one of the servants hand and smiling. "please?" seungri whining cutely and he smile happily when hear all the servants answer yes after waiting for awhile. "good morning Ri, woah so you using cute smile to all ajjusshi and ahjjuma? naughty boy." yonghwa's voice make seungri smile wide and try to walk to yonghwa while calling out yonghwa. "hyung,i just want they stop worry.hyung.." seungri happily holding on yonghwa's hand when yonghwa pat light on his cheek. "Ri,they just care of you and they worry because afraid you get hurt in this house.your Uncle kwon will worry too if that happen." yonghwa said while drag seungri carefully to walk to the kitchen.he smile when saw seungri refuse to sit and shook his head. "what happen Ri? did you feel uncomfortable?" yonghwa ask while pat on seungri's head. "hyung,hmm...i'm not brushing teeth yet and i need use the toilet too." seungri whisper softly because of shy.ajusshi yoon help seungri went to the toilet,help him put the toothpaste on the toothbrush and let seungri holding on it because seungri said he still could do it by him self. ajusshi yoon waiting behind bathroom curtain after seungri refuse him to help him take shower yesterday.ajusshi yoon still wait worriedly even after make sure seungri could take bath by him self. he worry seungri get slip on the wet floor and he put soft towel on the floor outside the shower curtain.yonghwa wait outside without know seungri still stubborn clean him self.ahjusshi yoon guide seungri sit on the chair inside the bathroom after he give huge towel that seungri use to close his body.seungri try hard to wear his pant and cloths after yesterday he feel shy got help just wear it. "young master is ok you could ask me to help anytime you wish." ajusshi yoon said sadly when saw seungri mistake buttoning his cloths. "ajusshi i'm sorry but i feel useless if i can't do this by my self." seungri smile bitterly after touch his cloths and realize his fault. "pull both side and until your hands touch bottom part of the cloths then young master can start buttoning it from there to the upper side." Ajusshi yoon teach seungri the trick after he help unbutton the wrong button. seungri nod happily because he learning new thing that could help his daily life as blind person. "ajusshi thank you so much, just please teach me more." seungri bow and make ajusshi yoon panickly holding on both of his shoulder refuse his bow in manner. "young master,please don't like this,i just do my duty." ajusshi yoon polite refuse the bow and make seungri smiling and shook his head.