The Whistle Promised

Chapter 49 : Because i'm your sadness source

Seungri always lost his appetite to eat and he always look uncomfortable when sleep.everydays and night they saw him look like lost in his world.less to talk and just answer shortly everytime they try talk to him.jiyong is the only one person that never get ignored by seungri even when he just choose to talk when he just stay with jiyong in that room after the other leave.Nurses and doctor also didn't know how to make seungri feel better,because day by day for almost a week seungri lost his smile and look like hiding something deep inside him.

"Ri,you just eat few spoon porridge,are you sure you are full?" Jiyong ask with his ipad voice helper. "I'm full...hyung,can i go out side for awhile?" Seungri ask almost whispering even he know the answer is no. "Can't? Not allowed right? is ok,i know you will answer that,am i right jerry hyung?" Seungri said and try to sit on his bed but get push back to laid on bed by jiyong. "You know the answer.beside that,your condition still not allowed leaving the room." Jiyong type his answer and let seungri hear it. "Hyung,did you hear anything about Madam Kwon? Did uncle kwon release her from jail or not?" Seungri ask worriedly. "I don't know too.Sir didn't tell us any about that case." Jiyong lied and didn't want seungri know that jiyong's eomma now still in jail and will face court for all her crime in few day. "Because of me...all of this happen because of me." Seungri whisper but that was loud enough for Jiyong to hear. "Ri,may i know why you refuse medicine and treatment with threw out all those pills and hide it under that soft carpet?" Jiyong ask carefully with Ipad voice helper but Seungri just sigh, "because if i'm dissapear you will find your happiness again jiyong hyung,your eomma really hate me.your appa leave because your eomma know he try to protect me.all your sorrow because of me.i'm your sadness source so it's better if i die earlier right?" Seungri whispering in his mind but couldn't hide sadness on his face.Seungri choose not to answer anything because he know jiyong will feel more hurt. "I miss my eomma and appa" seungri answer weakly and feel more guilty when jiyong hug him tenderly try to soothing him. "You will back to home meet them soon Ri." Jiyong type on the ipad and let seungri hear it. "I mean my real eomma and appa jerry hyung.they already die...i want go there meet them too." Seungri said weakly and make jiyong got shock and release his hug quickly. "Don't said that Ri,you can't do that.Ri please don't be stupid!" Jiyong type and force seungri to hear it even saw seungri try to close his ears and didn't want hear what jiyong type for him from the ipad. "Don't do that Ri,your eomma and appa will be sad,your Choi Eomma and Appa will be sad too,your hyung,your friends and peoples around you.please don't said that again.Sir will be angry if know you said that." Jiyong type and let seungri hear it even seungri pretend to sleep.Jiyong feel angry,sad and hopeless saw Ri become so hopeless and stress.seungri also couldn't holding back his tears.he let his tears wet his cheeks and pillow.

In the court Mr Kwon really keep his words to give lesson to his wife and he even apply divorce that Mrs kwon refuse to sign.the case was close with the result Mrs Kwon as Guilty and have to stay in jail for 3 years but then the Lawyer that work for Mrs Kwon side ask court to less it become 6 months after they have prove seungri still alive.but Mrs Kwon have to pay a lot of money for seungri because seungri already blind and still fighting with his heart disease.Mrs Kwon look really shock with the fact Seungri still alive and she look unhappy with the court result.Mrs Kwon ask for more justice but the lawyer refuse to work for her anymore and said no one of lawyer want to work for her case include of him if not because of Mr Kwon pay him for work on Mrs Kwon side. "That son of bitch still alive right?! Then why i still have to get jail and pay him with my money?! Hell with that! I'm going kill him for real if i have to stay in jail!" Mrs kwon scream when the lawyer leave her with the jail officers.

Mr Kwon,Jiyong and Yonghwa try to hide the fact that Mrs Kwon already get jailed from Seungri because they already hear how desperate seungri with his stress because of Mrs Kwon did to him all this time.Choi Family already allowed to visit Seungri and meet him with Daesung and Youngbae each time they wish to meet seungri after the court result came out.Seungri's condition still same like before always look worry of something and feel sad.but doctor allowed him have his eyes surgery right on the schedules that they make before.Seungri pass the eyes surgery succesfully but doctor need to find out the result after the bandage get open and make sure seungri could see again without any problem.the failed risk still high because seungri's eyes already blind and got damage for long time.

Choi Family,Daesung,Youngbae,Yonghwa,Mr Kwon waiting patiently infront of seungri when Doctor open the bandage on seungri's eyes to check the surgery result after Doctor told seungri to carefully open his eyes and blink it slowly before ask him to focus on his sight.Jiyong waiting outside the room worriedly because he afraid seungri will know he is jerry if he still staying there after seungri could see with his own new eyes after eyes surgery success.Seungri try to blink carefully few times and even first time all around him really blur but slowly all become clear.he could saw his Choi eomma,appa,Seunghyun Hyung,Daesung hyung,Youngbae Hyung,Yonghwa Hyung and an Uncle that he know as Uncle Kwon after recognize his voice.he could saw all of them and mention them one by one.they happily hug him in turn.but there is someone that seungri want to see the most and that person is his Jiyong hyung or jerry hyung.seungri looking around sadly and unconsciously his tears fell and make peoples around him panic include Doctor and nurses. "Did your eyes hurt? Or you feel something hurt?" Mr Kwon ask worriedly after nurse help seungri to laid back on bed so the Doctor could check on his condition.Seungri push them away and still didn't said anything.they got panic when saw seungri try to leave his bed and walk limping to the door.they got more panic when seungri suddenly fainted when reach the door and try to open the door.Jiyong rush inside when he hear them scream in panic calling seungri's name that now laid unconscious in Seunghyun's embrace.

Seungri fainted and got more check up after doctor feel need more check up for seungri's heart that become more weaker day by day since he got hospitalized.the result is bad and they really need put seungri in intensive treatment because the new heart that seungri got before show failed reaction to adapt with seungri's weak body.doctor sign schedules for seungri to get surgery for his heart problem but they need to wait until seungri strong enough to face another surgery and they even need find new heart that will replace the heart that now already show the failed result.Doctor told them seungri will easily get shock or suddenly faint because of his heart failed function.all of them got really shock with the result and find new heart not so easy.last time they got new heart for seungri because of miracle that Daesung give for him from Daesung's noona heart.but now that heart show failed function in seungri's body,even now they didn't rush with time to get new heart because Doctor will use medicine and injection to keep seungri able to stay until they got the match heart.but still seungri need more miracle until they could safe him one more time.

They waiting patiently around seungri's bed until seungri awake and open his eyes even with the oxygen mask and cable around his chest now. "Hi Ri,you really make us really scared kid." Mr Kwon smile when saw seungri open slowly his eyes and try to say something and his hands try to take away the oxygen mask from his face. "Uncle...you promise me right...he will stay...but...why...i can't see him now?...uncle you promise." seungri try to said while panting to breathe and all of them know who is seungri mean by 'him' meanwhile Jiyong that standing lean on the door blocking his crying voice with both of his hands and slowly sit on the floor crying without voice after hear seungri's words.