The Whistle Promised

Chapter 46 : You and Me

Since Jiyong know about Mr Kwon as his appa,he feel happy his appa always try to stay around him and Seungri when he is not busy in office.everydays they practice to training Seungri all the steps and how to walk like when before Ri get blind.SeungRi never ask why he should practice the same step everydays in that place because he really boring if just stay in his bedroom or just watering flowers in glass house with ahjumma.but after 2 weeks get the sama practice and the same instruction seungri finally get angry and feel got fooling around. "I don't want walk anymore if no one tell me why i should learn the same steps instruction everydays like that." Seungri refuse went into the practice room and refuse to change his pajama even after take bath. "But Ri,your uncle kwon told us to teach you until you able walk around this room like you can see it clearly with your eyes." Yonghwa try to soothing angry seungri that now even refuse went out from his bedroom for breakfast. "I don't care! Leave me alone and i don't want to practice anymore! Yonghwa hyung,uncle kwon even always avoid my questions last night.ok,i know i'm blind and yes i will make everyones in trouble if i walking around because i can't see! Don't worry i will stay in bedroom when uncle kwon's guests come here for party and i won't make any one get in trouble because of my blind eyes ok?!" Seungri still stubborn refuse leave his bed. "Not you too jerry hyung,i'm tired...i'm really tired get fooling around like that...i'm sorry...but please don't force me anymore,please?" Seungri say sadly when feel his hands got pat lighty. Jiyong looking at yonghwa and both of them really didn't know how to explain. "Because i want to show them,blind eyes is better than blind heart...because i want you hear my wife say sorry with guilty infront of you Ri,is that reason enough to make you back to practice again kid?" Mr Kwon suddenly standing near the bedroom door and make all of them feel surprise especially seungri after hear the reason. "Uncle,i already told you,i didn't want any revenge...i didn't need any sorry from your wife and i already forgive him." seungri answer and try to walk to Mr Kwon after know his uncle kwon already arrive in his bedroom too. "Listen to me uncle kwon,i don't want to practice anymore if you just want make your wife get some revenge from me.even if after surgery and i still blind i won't hate your wife.please uncle...please believe me." Seungri hold on both of Mr kwon's hands and unconsciously tears wet his cheeks. "We talk about it later." Mr Kwon shortly said and leave with yonghwa in dissapointed.Jiyong quickly rush to hug seungri that fell kneeling in mixed feeling after yonghwa and Mr kwon leave. "Why have to be like this? If i did it,jiyong hyung will lost his eomma...what should i do? What should i do jerry hyung?" Seungri sobbing in jiyong's embrace and make jiyong couldn't holding back his tears too.jiyong carefully guide seungri that still sobbing walk to his own bed and help seungri laid back.seungri look confuse, sad,desperate and hopeless.jiyong leave the room after saw seungri stop sobbing and calmly hug his blanket,close his eyes and look like just sleep.

Jiyong didn't know seungri just tired and didn't really feel into sleep.seungri carefully walking out try to leave that house,walking carefully use both of his hands spread infront of him.seungri stop walking when he suddenly hear the voice that he miss the most,his jiyong hyung's voice.but he stop walk too because look like his jiyong hyung sound like fight with someone inside that room that seungri remember as uncle kwon's reading room. "Appa,you can't sent seungri to japan like that! Appa,seungri need his family,i know you feel angry because Ri didn't want help you make eomma admit her sin.but please don't sent him to japan." Jiyong plead and sound like almost cry. "I have to do that jiyong ah,seungri will be safe in japan.your eomma will hurt him again if she know seungri still alive." Mr kwon answer firmly. "But appa,if you sent Ri away that's mean i have to stop as his assistant too right? Appa,please let me stay with Ri." Jiyong plead sadly try to change his appa decission. "No you can't stay like that anymore jiyong ah,i will tell ri you already stop work as his personal assistant.i will say sorry that Ri actually need more healthy assistant and not a mute assistant that can't always take care of him." Mr kwon said and still sound dissapointed "Ri already get hurt several times since he born and i have to make sure he still alive even i have to hide him from everyone in this life." Mr kwon statement make jiyong can't hold his tears anymore because that is also mean he will leave seungri soon.both of them feel sad and desperate but they didn't know seungri that secretly stand near the door feel more hurt,feel more sad and more shock until he couldn't stand on his feet anymore and curled up hugging both of his knees while his other hand tighly closing his mouth so he won't make any sound while his tears wet his face like water tap. "So all this time jiyong hyung always stay around him as mute jerry hyung? So all this time uncle kwon hide him in that house and didn't let him go back home just because uncle kwon want to protect him from Mrs kwon his own wife? Why have to be like this? And now uncle kwon will sent him to japan.his jiyong hyung won't stay by his side anymore.seungri crying more sadly after remember all his jiyong hyung did for him for more than 2 weeks since arrive and pretend as jerry hyung his mute assistant.sacrifice all his pride as hyung and singer and take care of him as mute assistant that make seungri feel more sad and guilty.seungri carefully stand up again and carefully walk back to his own room without make any sound.he crying harder when reach his own bed and use the pillow to blocking his crying voice.

Seungri hear a foot step walking into his bedroom and he quickly stop crying,wipes away his tears and try to calm down him self.he can't let anyone know he just hear about everythings that Mr kwon and Jiyong talk about in other room.Seungri feel a light pats on his back and someone that holdinh on his right hand tenderly.seungri realize that person that sit on his bed now is his jiyong hyung that pretend as his jerry hyung the mute assistant.Seungri slowly awake from his bed and sit on the bed side when jiyong stand up and want to leave the bed. "Jerry hyung....may i...may i touch your face once again? i want to remember once again about how is you look like after i get my eyes surgery." Seungri ask but lie about the real reason that he already know jiyong is his jerry hyung.seungri feel jiyong lift both of his hands and put it on both of jiyong's cheeks.Seungri carefully touch and move around his hands on jiyong closing eyes,nose,lips, and cheeks.seungri stop and did the same thing one more time.seungri feel more sad when he remember everything that he just hear from uncle kwon's room. "He sacrifice him self pretend to be mute so he could stay to take care of me. If now i told him i know he is my jiyong hyung and just pretend to be jerry,i won't able to see him again as jiyong even after i got eyes surgery because uncle kwon,jiyong hyung's father will sent me to japan." seungri said clearly in his mind but he didn't said it out. "Jiyong hyung also feel hurt a lot by his own eomma,now he just find back his appa that he though already died,if i leave to japan with his appa because i refuse to follow uncle kwon's plan then jiyong will feel lost again.i can't do that.jiyong hyung just find back his family not like me that already lost eomma and appa.i want jiyong hyung to be happy with his family and not feel lost and hurt anymore." Seungri whispering in his mind while hugging jiyong hyung tenderly and let jiyong pat softly on his back. "Jerry hyung,if someday i could see with my eyes again will you still stay by my side?" Seungri softly ask while try to hide his sadness.he smiling when feel jiyong slowly nodded while still hugging him and pat once as yes. "I want you make a promise with me jerry hyung,promise you won't leave no matter what will happen in the future." Seungri release his hug and show his little finger as sign for promised and he feel glad when jiyong cross it with his little finger too as a promise sign.Seungri still hide the fact he already know everything and even jiyong cheeks that still feel wet like he just cried. "If you can pretend as mute assistant then i will pretend didn't know anything too jiyong hyung,i always wish to see your smile again and even now i couldn't see it,still i wish you will be happy and not feel hurt anymore." Seungri whispering in his mind and sigh softly. "Jerry hyung,i'm hungry will you bring some foods for me?" Seungri ask and he smiling when jiyong pat lightly 3 times as sigh he will bring it and ask seungri to wait. Seungri hear the steps in hurry left the room and he just laid back on his bed waiting for jiyong come back with foods.

Jiyong feel happy because seungri ask him for feed him instead of eating by him self like ussual.seungri eat well and drink his medicine after finish eat his foods.but seungri still stubborn change his own cloths without any help and just let jiyong fix his hair.Seungri walk out from his bedroom and walk carefully to Mr.kwon working room.he knock on the door and yonghwa open the door and help him walk in with jiyong following behind him. "Uncle,i'm agree to practice and follow your way,but you have to promise me something." Seungri said after uncle kwon help him sit on the couch and sit with him. "You will? Just tell me and i will try to make it for you Ri." Mr kwon got surprise and feel glad seungri want to change his mind. "First,i want uncle promise me even after my eyes surgery success...i still want jerry hyung stay with me no matter what happen.i don't want other assistant. The second is,i want you forgive your wife and didn't get her in jail forever,yes i know you will make your wife in jail but i want uncle paid lawyer to help her in court.the last is,i need something like smartphone or anything that could help me comunicated with jerry hyung,i want him able to reply me like other people.he could type what he want to said and that thing could read it for me.uncle can you do that?" Seungri said and waiting for answer. "Sure Ri,you will get everything you wish,i promise that and about my wife i will try to do like you wish for but i want her realize her sin first." Mr kwon look happily answer and agree with seungri's deal. "Thank you uncle,and i want you make our deal in paper,even i still can't see but i will make sure uncle keep our deal." Seungri said firmly and leave the room alone refuse anyone following him and make all of them confuse with seungri that suddenly so different change his mind.Jiyong lift his shoulder as sign he didn't know anything when his appa and yonghwa looking at him and ask why seungri suddenly agree follow their rules and game.