Scott, my alpha (scomiche) AU

Chapter 16: Sexy Stuff

Trigger, mention of rape, nothing descriptive.

Mitch's POV

I wake up sore and alone. Not the best way to wake up. Where is Scott?

I look at the alarm clock, it's 8:34. Scott's probably up doing...Whatever the hell he does during the day. Maybe I should be doing something too. But what? I'm not good in anything! I didn't even finish elementary school!

I get up and walk through the house. Where was Scott's office again? I don't know if he ever told me but I don't remember. I'll just randomly open some doors.

After checking all the doors on the floor with Scott's room in it, I go a floor down. When I open the 4th door on that floor, I immediately stiffen. There are around 20 people in the room, all staring at me.

Scott's grandpa and grandma, Kevin, Avi, Jeremy and the head warrior are the only ones I recognise. And Scott of course.

"Mitch!" Scott jumps up and stalks over to me. He puts his arm around my waist. "I thought you would be sleeping for a while." I look up at him, why would he think that? He quickly pecks my lips. My eyes widen, he just kissed me in front of everyone!

"As the future Luna of this pack it might be good if you're attending these meetings, Mitch." Scott says to me. If he wants to sure, I just don't know how to help or anything since I'm basically still a kid and I can't fight. So basically I'm not good for anything.

"Okay." I have no idea what a luna does. Will it be hard?

"Anyway, we were just ending this meeting. Have a good day everyone." Scott ends the meeting, showing everyone out.

They all say, "good day, alpha." Which surprises me because I thought everyone was on first name bases with him. Even Kevin, Avi and Jeremy say alpha.

"Why do they call you alpha now and not on other times?" I ask, because Scott (or alpha?).

"That's only on official things like meetings and stuff." Scott answers.

"Oh, so I have to call you alpha at meetings too?" This is confusing. I am probably going to mash it up.

"No, Mitch. In this pack the Luna is equal to the Alpha." Scott says taking my hand, walking down the stairs to the dining room.

"Really?" Equal? Alpha is the highest rank possible. That means I have the highest rank possible too!

"Yes." Scott smiles down at me. He leans down and pecks my lips again. He is literally so sweet, I'm obsessed with him.

My stomach ruins the moment by grumbling. Scott laughs, "I forgot to feed you, I'll make you something."

I hop onto a chair waiting patiently for him to serve my food. I watch him as he moves around the kitchen confidently. I love a man who can cook. I'm glad he takes care of me. After taking care of myself for so many years I'm glad I have someone to do it for me now. Does he mind? I really hope not. He does already take care of a whole pack, and now he has a mate too. He will has to lead everything with this relationship. I've never been in a relationship before and I know nothing about the sexy stuff. I mean I haven't done any sexy stuff in my life. A really real image suddenly pops in my head. Of me and Scott, doing... sexy stuff.

Scott interrupts my thoughts by placing a damping plate with pancakes in front of me.

"What were you thinking about? You looked deep in thought." His blue eyes are piercing in mine, making me very uncomfortable.

"Uhmm...nothing." I look down at my pancakes and start eating.

"Now I want to know even more." Scott says a small smile on his lips. Don't look at his lips, Mitch! It makes things worse. I've been reading a little since I've been here, especially an app called wattpad. I heard they have some book porn there and I just wanted to know what man to man sex is like because I never knew that. I know now though. Some writers can write very...visual.

"Noooo." I whine, I'm sure my face is as red as an tomato right now.

"Mitchie, please." Scott beggs, pulling out his under lip. He's pouting. The big bad alpha is pouting at me.

"But you're going to laugh if I tell you." I'm sure he's going to.

"I promise I won't laugh." He says, sounding completely sincere.

"Pinky promise?" I ask, sticking out my pinky in his direction. He links his pinky with mine. No matter how old you are, you can't break a pinky promise.

I take a deep breath. I don't know why I'm nervous, I mean it's perfectly normal to think like this about your mate right? "I was thinking...sexy stuff."

"Sexy stuff. Like what kind off sexy stuff?" Scott asks.

"Scott! You're making this even more uncomfortable!" I dive into my pancakes avoiding his gaze.

"So I'm assuming you were thinking dirty things." Scott says with a calm voice, "do you want that? Complete the mating?" I can hear he tries to stay calm but there is something weird in his voice.

My head snaps up to his. Do I want to? "I don't know." I really don't. "Do you want to?" I ask in return.

"I don't yet. I want to wait." Scott says, making me frown. He doesn't want to complete the mating. Does he think I'm unattractive? Maybe he does and he's only with me because of the mate bond.

"Mitch! It's not that I don't want to. I'm just not ready." Not ready? For sex? He looks away before continuing, "Some things happened in the past that I didn't get over yet. Or maybe ever will." Things?

"Sexual things? Against your will?" Oh no, was he raped? That is terrible.

"Yes, but I don't want to talk about it. At least you know why I don't want it." I can see tears in his beautiful eyes, making me tear up too. Who could hurt such a beautiful person?

I jump up from my chair and walk to him before hugging him. "I want you to know that I'll be there for you and I'll never hurt you." I whisper in his ear.

"I know." Scott is sniffling quietly, "I- I care about you so much, Mitch." He hugs me tighter, his whole arms around my back, holding me for dear life.

"I care about you too, Scotty." I just hold on to him for as long as he'll let me.