Scott, my alpha (scomiche) AU

Chapter 26: Flashback

Trigger warning, rape. It's not very descriptive but you don't have to read if you don't want to. It's the part in italics. The normal parts you can read.

Scott's POV

I decide to sit down on the chair in the room. They attached Mitch to some tubes and a blood bag. He needs to have enough fluids in his body so it can wash away the wolfs bane in his bloodstream or something like that.

I grab Mitch's hand. He feels so cold and empty. I want my happy, cute Mitch back. Not this halfdead Mitch that is laying here on the hospital bed.

"I'm so sorry Mitch." I feel tears burning in my eyes. They are clouding my vision of his beautiful face. "I should have come sooner." I squeeze his hand. "God damn it! I should have never let them take you!" I angrily wipe my tears away. I shouldn't be crying right now. Mitch is the one in pain. The one in the hospital. If I was a better alpha, he wouldn't be here. I know it's not my fault that he was taken but I could've prevented it. I could.

"I won't let anything happen to you anymore, I swear!" I drop my head on his shoulder. They bandaged him up and turned him on his back a while ago.

"Just wake up, Mitchie." My whole body is shaking with sobs now. It's been hours since he was last awake. He should be conscious now. But Will said his body was weak. The whip and the combination of wolfs bane was too much on his frail body. If he wakes up, he might never be the same. They said that there is a slight chance that he will be paralysed from his neck to toes. Something about the nerve system being damaged.

I hate it. I hate all of this. Mitch doesn't look like Mitch anymore, he doesn't even smell like him. The whole room has the wrong smell.

I brush his fringe out of his eyes. My hands linger on his soft face. I trace his cheekbones. I run my fingers over the soft curve of his lips, lips that I haven't kissed and worshipped enough. He can't die. I want to know more about him. I don't even know his favourite movie, or his favourite book. He just started to let me see his adorable sassy side.

I can't think like this right now.

I will know his favourite book. I will find out his favourite movie and I will see his sassy side again. Because he is going to wake up. He is strong. He survived on his own for all these years. I know he can survive this too.

I finally fall asleep after an exhausting long day.

It was just a normal day. I was going on a hunt. I wanted to prove my dad that I could catch a rabbit myself. I don't need help. I was a big boy now. Already almost 13. And I was the alpha's son. An almost 13 year old alpha son should be able to catch a rabbit on his own right? But my parents never let me go alone in the woods.

So finally I took my own decision and went into the forest. I went in my human form because the guards can see and smell a wolf better than a human.

I sneaked through the security of our pack without any problems. They were more trained on keeping people out then in.

I decided that it was safer if I was out of eyesight before I would shift.

Before I could even shift, a guy appeared. I didn't really know of what kind of people or wolves lived outside our pack. I didn't know that most of them are not good. Not at all.

The man looked me up and down with a disgusting smirk. I was only in my boxers so I didn't have to drag all my clothes with me. "Hello boy, what are you doing here so far from pack lands?"

"I'm going to catch my first rabbit." I said enthusiastically. I really thought that I would. I thought I was going to make my parents proud.

"Really?" The man licked his lips. "That is impressive." His eyes went down to my boxers. I thought he was just liking my boxers or something.

"Turn around for me boy." I turned around, I thought this request was a little strange. "I want to see those strong back muscles of yours." Oh, that's why he wanted me to turn around. I felt a warm feeling in my stomach. This man thought I was muscled.

I stood there with a smile on my face when I heard a zipper. What was he doing?

I turn around, only to see that he was naked. "Are you going to shift?" I ask, still completely oblivious.

"No, turn around." He demanded, his voice was harsh.

I started to get impatient. "No! I want to catch my rabbit now." I started to walk away from this stranger.

He roughly grabbed my shoulders, pushing my front against a tree. "Hey! What are you doing!" I screamed. This was not good. This stranger could not want any good.

When he started to pull down my underwear, I finally understood what was happening. I kicked and screamed but the man just put his hand over my mouth. He was way stronger than me so he ignored my kicks easily.

I think you know what happened after that. He went in raw and me screaming only seemed to encourage him more.

I wake up with a start. I have had this dream so many times. Although it's not really a dream. It's a memory, a flashback.

I know that I am not weak and I couldn't have prevented it. That's why I told Mitch. Well not really told, more like hinted.

I have grown since that time. I'm not a little boy anymore. I am the alpha of this pack. It's okay to be weak sometimes but I can't be afraid of sex with my own mate. I know we will go slow and Mitch will never do something I don't want.

I look lovingly at Mitch. Everything will be okay. I know it.

I only have 5 minutes of wifi a day so i'm sorry if i'm not responding or anything