Psycho Of Love

chapter 24

- i wish i wasn't here to see that ......

- When i arrived downstaires he was laying on the ground ... sinking in his blood ... his blood was around him .. yeah james was shot by someone ... i warned him from me thousand times but he .... he didn't listen to me ... am i killing all of those people in my life ?! Am i that disaster ????!!!

" oh my god ! " i screamed running towards james on the ground ..

" oh .. sylvia .. " he said in pain holding my head with his hand and drying my tears ..

" i told you not to come ... i told you that you have to keep away from me .. why didn't you - " i said crying

" sylvia ! The look in your eyes right now .. makes - makes me feel like you care about me .. it is a beautiful - a beautiful feeling uhhhhhh " he said painingly

" just stay calm ... you were shot near your heart .. hold on ... we will go to the hospital "

" auhhh syl - sylvia wait .. let me just look at you during the last minuit .. "

" no no it is not the last minuit .. "

" sylvia becareful of her ! "

" who ?! "

" that lady ... you will understand later but now i wanna tell - wanna tell you about something "

" tell me ! " i said crying

" don't cry ... i wanna - tell you that .. i love you ! "

" i love you too .. just stay calm for these seconds .. in order not to feel more pain .. "

" felling pain beside you is like .. is like eating pizza " he said smiling

" i am sorry ... i am so sorry ! I shouldn't have let you come with me .. it is my fault "

" no no ... i am so happy .. " he said smiling then he got my head closer to him and he kissed my head then he closed his eyes and died ...

" james .. james i am sorry .. forgive me please .. forgive me " i screamed crying hugging him

- i stood up and i called the police .... they came and took james' dead body and asked me few questions then they went away ...

- i think .. i am the reason ... why do all of them die when they become closer to me ...

- but who is that lady that james told me to becareful of her ??

- i can't stand this anymore ...

- two months passed and i started to go to mum's factory ... i started to work and working seems hard alittle bit but i love it .. it helps me to live ..

- today at my way home i found someone walking in the street .. i feel like i saw him before ... i can remember ... i saw that one before ... that guy seems poor and depressed .. homeless ... oh my god ! Wait !! it is sam !!

- what made him like this ?!

- should i call his name ?! Shoild i ignore him ?! What shoulf i do ?

" hey ! Hey sam ! " i shouted

" who is that ?! "

" it is me sylvia ! Don't you remember me ?! "

" huh ?! "

" i am sylvia ... that girl from school "

" woah .. sylvia ! What a long time passed ! "

" ammm would you like me to drive you home ?! "

" i - i lost everything ... home ... work ... everything ! "

" oh "

" i am sorry but i am homeless right now .. " he said smiling from the door of the car ..

" but why are you smiling ? "

" because i just remembered what i did .. the bad things and ... alot of things .. do you remember thomas ... and those guys ... remember HCL bottel ?? "

" ohh yeah i remember but did you have to remind me ?! "

" oh sorry ... where were you ?! "

" i was at work ... mum's factory ! Remember it ? "

" wow ! A factory "

" yeah ... do you like to have lunch with me ? "

" okay but ... i don't have money so ... "

" don't worry just get into the car"

" okay .. "

- did he really become like this ?

- he just said i am sorry i don't have money ??!

" hey sam ! Why didn't you try to contact me all of those days ??!"

" because ... because you didn't come back home for about 3 days so i thought you moved into another house ... i was so sad .. "

" and why did you become like this ? "

" like what ? "

"You know ... homeless "

" dad and mum didn't want me anymore because when i couldn't find you i started to steal money for drugs and stuff like that so they discovered it and they threw me away " he said

" oh .. sorry "

" just forget about those things .."

" okay ... "

- i took him to a restaurant and we had lunch .. but ... sam is completely changed ... he isn't that old sam .. he is another one ..

- i hope he is changed to a good person .. not a bad one ..

- i drove him to my home and i left him there because i have such a very important thing to do ...

- i left him and i got into my car then i started my way to visit steven's and james' graves ... i will never forget them .. i will never ..

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