Chapter 4

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- i ran away quickly from thomas' house in order not to let sam catch me there but suddenly i found sam running behind me !

- i tried to run faster and faster but finally i fell on the ground

- as i fell on the ground sam caught me from my t-shirt and pulled me towards him hardly.

" you bitch ! " he shouted catching my t-shirt

" no no please don't do it to me again ... mmmm do you still have that bottel ??! "

" i can kill you without anything!" He shouted at me

" just why what did i do ??! " i screamed

"Listen you idiot ! I won't let you distroy my friendships with my friends understand ??! Or you will see what will i do ! " he shouted throwing me on the ground .. he is so strong and as you know i am weak :(

- he threw me hard on the ground ... i fell down and then i didn't feel anything ... i just felt that someone was fighting .

- after i had heared someone fighting i felt like someone is holding me and walking .

- i woke up and found myself in a strange room ... uh not again ... last time it was thomas .. who is it now ??!

- i heared someone's voice coming towards me

" how are you now bitch ?? "

" huh ? Who is that ? "

" it is me you idiot ! "

" sam !! Oh my god ?! What am i doing here ?? "

" thomas shouted at me and told me that i am responsible for what i did to you and he also told me that i must fix it ! " he said looking at me i a bad way that i didn't like .

" oh really ? Am i a toy between your hands and your friends' hands , i am a human being !! "

" hmmm i told you before that i hate shouting ! "

" i am going from here bye ! "

- i said going out of the room but he caught my hands suddenly and that made my heart beat very fast because i was afraid of him ...

" where are you going ? " he shouted

" see who is shouting now !! "

" stay ! " he ordered me angrily

" are you ordering me ??! " i said

" yeah and you will stay ! "

" no i won't .. bye ! "

- i took my packback and i went out if the house running ..

" sylvia !! Sylvia wait ! " he shouted running at the street

" i will go home leave me alone ! "

" sylvia wait ! " he shouted standing in his place

- i left him and caught the bus to my home but i got a feeling that sam wasn't so violent with me this time ... right ?
I think that he started to be kind .
Why do i even care .. i don't give a shit ! I must stop thinking alot ..
I am so tired !

- i know you are asking why do i faint alot ? ... okay when i am stressed , shy , tired , weak or feel so sad i faint ... since mum died it happens to me ... mum left and took everything in my life ... my happiness ... my smile ... everything

- i stood at the bus for about 35 minuits then i arrived home

- as i arrived home .. i slept like a child and i didn't feel anything

- i sleep alot ?? No it is just because i am tired

- i hope tomorrow is gonna be better than today and i hope i will wake up at my room not another room ..... because i am really done with that |:(

- i woke up early at 6:30 am scared of my nightmare as always ... i wish that i won't hear my mum's screams again ... i really don't wanna hear her screaming again .

- i started to get ready for school and i took my breakfast then i took my pachback and i went on running to school ... don't ask me why do i run because i love running ... i really love running it makes me feel free ...

- i arrived school ... as always i am shy from those stupids laughing at me so i entered the school closing my eyes and walking fast towards my locker .

- our first class is science ... yeah another class with sam and his friends !

" hey students ! "

" yeah mr "

" every two students must share doing a project and i will put you in groups ... "

- oh shit no ! Please put me with a kind one !! Please !

" Diana with Tom , Jan with Joy , Suzy with timmy , ............... "

- aaaa quickly i wanna know who will share the project with me !

" and aaaaa sylvia with sam ! "

- shit ! He smiled at me when she said that ... and i think it is a bad sign of what he will do ... god help me ... god protect me from every bad person ! Amen |:|

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