Words In My Head

I Don't Even Know

Using any energy
I have left at all
To hold myself together
They can't see me fall

I don't want to be
alive or dead
I don't want to be
inside my head
I don't want to be
inside yours instead

Pills, pills, pills
I don't want pills
Pills are for the ill
I'd rather lie still

Why?
What's the reason?
I have seen no great treason
No fearful cries
No hideous lies
Only my own
Which I despise

Using any energy
I have left at all
To hold myself together
You can't see me fall

I can't even
Write
With this thing
In the
Way

Just turn away