Chapter 23 (it's lit fam)

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A/n: sex is bolded so you can skip if desired

When I pulled up to the building it was impossible to move or see. All I heard was my name being yelled from camera men and women and of course my honking. I eventually made it to the garage, Lilian and I ran to the elevator before they caught up to us. I went straight to the bathroom to calm myself, I ignored all of Abel's questions when I got out he was waiting for me on my bed, he was sitting at the end. He looked like a zombie with red beaming eyes. Those eyes watched my every move.

"Are you going to talk to me? Or ignore me?" asked the man with red beaming eyes.

"When you are sober...you are a different person right now."

"Why not now? It's just me, abel"

"Because I know what angry stoned people do." I said raising my voice, trying to hide my tears.

"What the fuck do they do then?!" he asked with the same anger in his voice, then grabbing my wrist when I tried to walk away.

"Tell me what you want to do to me and you'll have your answer." a tear fell from one of my eyes.

He let go of my wrist. I wanted to leave home but I can't so I just put on some pajamas. The rest of the day I just chilled with Lilian, avoiding Abel. Hygh would drop in for a bit then left back to Abel. I looked out my living room window and the paparazzi was still there, do they ever leave? We haven't gone grocery shopping yet I was supposed to go today, Lilian ordered pizza since we can't leave, I called down Abel and Hygh once the pizza arrived. Abel's eyes were less red and scary, he was almost sober. When I was grabbing and eating my pizza I could feel his eyes on me, burning my soul; the room would have been dead silent if thr music wasn't on. After the pizza I went to my room to lay down and watch Lip Sync Battle, 15 minutes into the show I heard footsteps, I assumed it was Abel.

"Are you sober yet?" I asked not paying attention to who it was.

"Almost." said hygh, not Abel.

"Sorry I thought you were Abel."

"I kinda figured. Anyway what's up, you good? You haven't talked to Abel for a couple days"

"I'm fine, just overwhelmed. I imagine Abel told you what happened."

"Actually no, he's just been silent, laying down, and on his phone."

"Oh well, do you know what Abel does when he's angry and stoned?" I asked

"Yes, now I know the whole story, sorry dira"

Hygh gave me a hug and forehead kiss and left to Lilian. I layed back down and took about a 30 minute nap before waking up to see Abel next to me, waiting for me to wake up.

"What time is it?" I asked unsure about his sobriety.

"9:45 pm..." he paused " ...Adira we need to talk or something, your not talking to me! If it helps, I am sober now. Talk to me baby."

"What is there to talk about? We both over-reacted, that's it."

"That's not it at all! How do you know what angry stoned people do?"

"Ask my parent's, they know why." I stated.

"What did they fucking do to you?" he asked with concern in his voice.

"My dad was a alcoholic and stoner. I'm fine with weed just not when people are angry. But he would get angry fast and start hitting my mom, when I would come home from college he would hit me then say I'm wasting his money for me to to nothinv with my education. I got tired of it so I lost all contact with them and finished college with honors." I didn't want to tell Abel but I knew I had to eventually

"...Adira I'm s-" he started to cuddle with me

"It's in my past, I don't need your sympathy." I interrupted.

"Can I apologize for sonething else?"

"Sure?"

"I'm sorry for bringing back bad memories foe you" he said while grabbing my ass. This nigga wanted make up sex

"It's okay, I know what you are trying to do, make it fast."

He then smirked and got up from laying down, he was now at the feet of the bed. Abel aggressively flipped me on my back side, then pulled off pajama shorts. I was unsure of his beginning move would be, I'm still very new to this. He then went straight to it, it hurt but felt so good. I don't think he average size; he's bigger.

"I'm going to make you come 3x in a row" he stated, leaning in to kiss me I felt his every move inside of me. His dick game is A1 af.

After I cummed, we switched positions. I was now on top about to ride the fuck outta him. This time I made us come.

He groaned and groaned when I gave him "head" even though abel lowkey my first time for being sexually active.

When I finished giving him head and making him cum for the 3rd time, we ditched the bed. He was carrying me and dicking the fuck outta me, while being dicked I desired more pleasure so I began rubbing my clitoris. He saw me pleasuring myself and banged me against the wall, still carrying me and stroking fasting and deeper.

"*Moans loudly* damn abel can you go any faster" I got a harder grip on him.

"Karma for playing with yourself, that's my job" he said out of breath.

After our millionth time cumming he threw me on my bed and went to my vaginal area. He started flicking his magical tongue. It felt so good to be loved..and fucked, definitely fucked. Abel made me orgasm. 7 times cumming (total for both) and two orgasms later we were finally done for the night.

Abel reached for my body and wrapped his arms around my bare waist I put my head against his chest, we rested there peacefully. We were skin on skin, dick on vagina. He didn't let me up for clothes.

"No hickies?" I asked, reaching for his dreads.

"You'll find out tomorrow."

I'm going to kick his ass.

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