Don't fall In love. (Weeknd Fanfiction)

Chapter 55

Funeral Home.   Abel POV
Everything is how'd you expect a funeral to go, depressing and silent, I can't bare going to her casket and seeing her cold pale body. Mom is taking it the hardest, I mean I don't blame her since that is her mother but my grandmother is basically another mom to me.

"Hey Abel can we take a picture together", one of my cousin's broke my thinking process

"What th- no please go back to your
seat, I'm trying to mourn, I'm sorry."

She nodded her head in understanding and went back to her seat. I just sighed in annoyance, the nerve of some people, it really be your own family

3 long hours later

We're not going to my family's after-party, Adira is in some kind of funk so it would be best for her to go back to the house instead of being badgered by my family. We even left the funeral early, it's usually 6 hours long.

"I love you baby girl." I looked towards her while still focusing on the road, she grabbed my hand that was rested on the gear but didn't take her focus off the road as if she was the one driving. My feelings are all over the place! I miss her but I'm no good for her. I can't stand to see her with someone else like Don or another artist I just can't stand being away from her for too long. This is just a mess. One big over emotional mess.

"Can you park somewhere?"

"Yeah um I'll get off the freeway and park wherever...why? do you feel sick?"

"Slightly but not for the reason you think."

Oh no. I don't know what that's supposed to mean...What is she hinting? Is she going to say something about her pregnancy? a million questions are running through my mind.

I parked the car in a abandoned restaurant parking lot. I looked at her and waited for her to say or do something. Nothing. Nothing happened. Nothing was said. We sat in silence for 5 minutes until she finally spoke.

"Go."

"Go?"

"Go home."

I switched the gear shift to D and found my way back to the freeway. We were home in a short 45 minutes. Before getting out she took a long look at me, smiled, then walked to the house.

"are you good?" she's acting weird but I wouldn't dare to say that to her face.

"yeah um" she bit her lips and looked to the side "I just need to go to the bathroom I'll be back." I just nodded and headed to my room to unpack what little clothes were packed from previous trips.

Adira POV

This is the hardest thing I've ever had to do. Here I am. In the bathroom, contemplating.

Here goes nothing.

I headed to the guest room to pack my things as quickly and silently I can. I've decided to leave a note, I know it's a pussy move but he's going to try to talk me out of it. I started writing but couldn't get past the words "I love you" without shaking up or tearing up. I can't do this but I need to. I finished the letter, finished packing, and quietly left the house. My cab was already outside.

Abel POV

"yeah i'll come by later...okay...okay...I have to go I'll see you in a bit"

I just finished up with my shower. Gonna head to the studio to finish producing "Angel", I'll invite dira so she can hear it since it was basically made because of her.

"Dira?" I knocked on her door. No answer. I knocked a bit harder. Still no answer. When I opened the door there was no one there just a necklace I gave her with a note

"Abel,

I love you, sometimes a little too much. I knew you would try to talk me out of this but I need to do this. If we truly love and need each other we'll find each other again. Love finds a way.

         Adira"

"ADIRA?!" I'm running around like a chicken with no head looking for her around this god damn house. She's no where to be found. She's really gone. Left without a word.

Before I do anything wreck less I call her. Straight to voicemail. I try again, same result.

Me: what the fuck? pls tell me you're playing.
Me: why? why did you leave?
Delivered

I threw my phone lightly on the bed I was sitting on with the note and necklace in my hand.

Here I am. Heartbroken. In my own guest room.

I picked my phone back up and dialed a number.

"Did you know?!"

"She left me!"

"Yes Adira who else?!"

"I don't know"

"No she left a fucking note"

"Come over asap"

I hung up and fought my tears.