Don't fall In love. (Weeknd Fanfiction)

Chapter 46

WARNING: Involves serious sucidial topic read if desired 

Adira POV

I woke up and checked the time on my phone, 9:23 am. The sun woke me up like usual the curtain doesn't help at all, the TV was on so I figured La Mar was here or something. I opened the curtain and saw Abel playing with a bracelet the hospital gave him.

"Abel? when what how?!", he chuckled as tears of joy were streaming down my cheek, I hugged him while he was still in the bed then I kissed him but he kind of brushed it off...

"This morning like at 5 ish, what the hell happened?" 

"You don't remember anything?" 

"Vaguely, I remember you in the car but I didn't know where we were going until today and I remember taking something.", I guess that call didn't mean anything, he was just high off some drug and never needed me. I told him everything that happened, he was very apologetic for what he has done before I can say anything La Mar came in and was shocked.

"hey dira wake- HOLY SHIT ABE WHEN DID YOUR LAZY BUM ASS WAKEUP."

"My ass hasn't even been awake for a full day and you already on my ass?!", they both started laughing and I left the room so they can catch up, I walked out to the hall and closed the door, the doctor was actually about to go into the room but decided to tell me the news that Abel can go home tomorrow after some more tests and safety questions. I asked what safety question were and he said just the natural questions that must be asked after someone had a overdose like if it was a suicide mission. Would Abel try to kill himself? I know his life got depressed because of his grandma but had it came to that?....It had me thinking.

Abel POV

"Nigga your ass had me worried about you, have you called your mom? She was the one comforting Adira well her and Rima."

"No I don't have my phone...I think it's somewhere in my room can you go pick it up? and bring my charger."

"ight. I'll call your mom and the crew."

"okay, hey how was Adira?"

"She was bad the first couple days but then started to accept it, then the doctors said you'd be waking up soon after your breathing machine malfunctioned and I think your ass had a seizure or some shit I don't know you have to ask her but after that she was kinda relieved."

"shiiit" I put my hands to my face.

"what? what you do?"

"nothing it's just that since I saw her sleeping in that bed I've been thinking...I'm no good for her man she would have been better off with you." 

"That shit ain't fucking true you just loopy off those meds, you ain't thinking straight."

"Yes I am! I feel great the medicine is nothing.", he checked his phone.

"Nigga don't say stupid shit like that...Imma take this call then call everyone....DON'T DO ANYTHING STUPID!"

Couple hours later

My family showed up, there was smiles through out the room and my mom and Adira were laughing together, they seem to get along great and my mother seems to like her...this shit is screwing with my brain. This shit is gonna be hard! The doctor came in thankfully.

"okay I have to ask everyone who is not immediate family or in a relationship with Mr. Tesfaye to leave the room for some questioning." the crew and my family left to the waiting room while my mom and Adira stayed.

"what questioning are you talking about?" I asked.

"just safety question we are required to ask because you came here due to a overdose", I nodded showing understatement "okay so the first question is easy, have you previously overdose?", I had to really think about that but then I remembered. "yeah... I had one when I was in my late teens after I left home." I can tell that hurt my mom by saying that but she remained quiet, the doctor wrote that down. "okay...have you ever self harmed yourself?"my mom looked at me again and nodded her head, she already knew the answer "yes, a couple years ago not recently."

"Have you ever thought of hurting yourself or others again?"

"no."

"why do you think you had a overdose?"

"....because I wanted to kill my sorrows and feel numb to the pain I had."

"pain?", nobody told them about my grandma?

"yeah my grandma died not to long ago and she's practically the women who raised me while my mom was working to support us." the doctor saw my mom tearing up and Adira trying to comfort her..."we can continue this later if you'd like Ms. Tesfaye."

"no no I'm fine you can continue this is just a touchy topic for me.", he nodded his head and resumed his focus towards me. "only a couple questions left....Were you thinking of any of your family or friends while doing these drugs?"......"no I wasn't, I wasn't thinking at all in fact I'm just so used to pain.", I looked at Adira, she was still comforting my mother and my mother.... she was holding her cross around her neck. "okay last question, do you live alone?"...."yeah?"..."okay, we need someone to live with you for at least two weeks to make sure you take the right amount of your prescribed medication and don't overdose once more...who would you like to live with you?"...well I definitely don't want it to be my mother she'll just nag me the whole time. "I'll just have dira live with me....if you can take time off?" I looked towards her. "I'll figure something out." she said and gave a assuring smile 

 "okay well then Mr. Tesfaye, the nurse will bring you a early dinner but no dessert then you'll get your blood work in the morning after that we will release you." he shook my hand and smiled at the girls then left the room.

"mini inē ke'ānite gari ihēdalehu Abel?!" (translation: What am I going to do with you Abel?!") my mother whined .

"what do you mean?"

"ānidi k'eni ihisi yihichi diha sētochi libi yemīsebiri newi! leminidinewi? iswa tenyito neberi gīzē betegibari mutani, tinishi neberi!" (Translation: Your gonna break this girls heart one day! for what? she was heartbroken when you were lying there PRACTICALLY DEAD!)

"āhuni inatē be'irisiwo hulunimi āmarinya gari yalatini mech'enek'i mehēdi" I argued back, putting a end to this disagreement (translation: not now mom your going to worry her with all your amharic)

"Fine!" she said in english, she hugged Adira, kissed her forehead, whispered something in her ear, looked at me, and walked out.

"what was that about?" Adira asked. 

"nothing...what did she tell you?" I responded coldly.

"that she'll just see me later that she was going to go eat dinner with your family" I rolled my eyes. "I'll just go get your friends and go hang with Rima I guess...." she started to head out the door.

"Babe wait come on, come lay with me in this tiny ass bed", she did what I asked, I kissed her forehead. "I'm sorry my mom just got me upset I just want you here with me right now.", I squeezed her. 

"hey"

"yeah?" she mumbled

"why do you even have a job? you know I can take care of you forever? I can get you anything you want and need with a snap of a finger."

she looked up at me and said "Because I don't want anyone to take care of me. I want to work my way up and I appreciate the offer but nothing is forever Abel..."

I care about my readers and if you or anyone you know are thinking about suicide please call the suicide prevention line to get professional help, you matter in this world don't take away your life think about the people surrounding you God gave you life for a reason, find that reason and cherish it 

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