Nineteen

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Anna's POV

"We are alone." Harry smiled as the door shit and Louis and Cass left. 

"Yeah, we are." I smiled shly. 

"You are really cute when you are nervous." he smiled, pulling me close. 

"What? Me? Nervous? Pssh! That is preposterous! That is just plain sillyness!" I said even though I could feel the blood rushing to my cheeks and I laughed nervously. 

Seriously? What is wrong with me? Why am I so scared? I love Harry, right? So why am I constantly finding excuses not to have sex with him!? 

I mean, no, I have never done it before, mostly due to my lack of social standing and flirting ability, but come on! I have been dating Harry for over a year and I am still freaked out by it! 

Harry always reminds me that it is my choice and he will wait until I'm ready, but what if he gets tired of waiting? 

A guy can only control his sex drive for so long until he finds some sort of outlet. 

What if that outlet isn't me? 

What if he find some willing fangirl? I mean who would say no to Harry Styles? 

You dumb ass. 

Oh shut up! 

My subconscious is a real bitch sometimes. 

"Anna are you ok?" 

"What? Me? Yeah, fine!" I said, snapping out of my thoughts. 

"You know I won't make you do anything you don't want to right?" 

I looked up into his big green eyes, knowing that he is being 100% honest, and smiled. "I know. And I'm ready." 

"Are you sure." 

I took a deep breath, "Yes." 

Cass' POV 

"They do know that our room is right beside theirs right?" Louis asked, turning up the volume on the TV. 

"Oh shut up, give Anna this one!" 

"You mean she has never had sex before?" 

"I knew her for four years before I became human again, she never even had a boyfriend. Ok well, one in grade 4 but that hardly counts!" 

"Have you?" 

"Louis if I told you about my old life you would be disgusted!" 

Louis smiled and moved closer to me on the couch, putting his arm around me and pulling me close. "I would never. Tell me. 

EURG! Why are his eyes so damn adorable!? No one can say no to that. 

"Well you know how I died. Hit by a car walking home drunk. I was terrible. I was a bitch to people at school, a complete slut and I was so mean to my mother! She didn't deserve any of it! I was the drink until you can't see, hook up with anyone with a penis kind of person." Louis tried not to laugh at that, failing a bit making me laugh, but I carried on, "I was only dating Brandon for a few weeks and the only reason he dated me was because I was easy! I never went to school, when I did I talked back to the teachers and didn't pay attention in class! I was a nightmare. I would totally understand if you don't want me anymore." 

To my surprise Louis smiled, "Cass, that is the past. I love you for you, not what you were twenty years ago." 

I looked up to Louis, a big smile on his lips. "You love me?"

"Yeah, I do." he smiled. 

Louis lips were immediately on mine. Maybe this is why God sent me back? To find someone worth changing for? 

Harry's POV 

You know those nights where you just have so much floating around your head to be able to sleep?

This is one of those nights. 

The clock on the bedside table flashed 3:00 am. I rolled over to see Anna sleeping peacfully, the covers pulled up to her chin, her bare arm over the covers and under her cheek, her blonde hair scattered across the pillow. 

She is breathtakingly beautiful. Every inch of her is just so perfect! She doesn't see it but I do. How her blonde hair cascades down her back, how her soft skin feels under my fingers. I can never get enough of her. 

She shivers, moving closer to me, snuggling into my chest making me chuckle. I put my arm around her, pulling her, if it were possible, even closer to me. 

She looks so innocent asleep, but I wish I could see her eyes. They are captivating, so brown with flecks of green. How she can get whatever she wants just by fluttering her eyes. 

I have never loved someone as much as Anna. She is just so... different! Refreshingly different. She doesn't like me because I am famous, she loves me because I am me. 

I ran my fingers lightly up her arm making her shiver again. She pulled the covers up even more to her chin. 

Looking down at her, realizing how incredibly lucky I am to have girl like her. 

Louis' POV

"Louis?" 

"Yes love?" 

"There is something I haven't told you before." she said quetly, looking upset. 

"What is it love?" 

"Before I died, my boyfriend, he-he beat me. I never told anyone." 

I looked at the beautiful girl in front of me. How could anyone treat her poorly? How could anyone ly a finger on her in that way? 

"Oh Cass!" I said, pulling her into my chest. The feeling of my fingers brushing through her hair made me smile. It's been a year and I still can't believe she is here, I mean a year ago she was dead and now I have her. 

"I'm so fucked up!" 

"No," I said pulling away to look into her eyes. "You aren't!" 

"Yes I am!" 

"No! I was fucked up before I met you!" 

"How?" 

"Well I guess I loved El, at the time. But we never saw each other. We just drifted apart. When she was in school I was off, when she was off I was touring. I guess we just fell apart." 

"Will that happen to us?" she asked, looking up at me with her innocent eyes. 

"No." 

"How do you know?" 

"Because, I finally someone worth waiting for. I would wait a thouand years to see you Cass." 

"I love you." she said before her eyes closed and she drifted off into sleep. 

"I love you too Cass." I smiled. 

A/N: 

So this was just an adorable chapter!!!! :) Hope you like it! 

Sorry updates have been slow, grade 12 is a bitch! 

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LOVE YOU!!!! <3 

-Exx 

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