It Was Always You | l.r.h

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I miss you

A P R I L

It was the day after my birthday. The day after Calum and I had a day to ourselves. My parents didn't bother me for the rest of the day when Calum told them I was 'ill'.

Everything hadn't been the same between my parents and I. I still wasn't happy with them for dragging me to England. I was talking to them, but not how I used to.

I had just finished getting ready. I had a washed out Topshop mom jeans, a Rolling Stones oversized tank top, I can't remember where or who I got it from, but I really like it and black vans, which had a white accent vans line on them. My makeup was quite natural, but quite glowy.

Overall I was happy with how I looked today, which was good. I also feel a little bit like a tumblr girl. Sometimes I wear outfits that I imagine tumblr famous girls would wear.

The main reason I put some effort into my appearance today was because Mali was taking me shopping.

One of my birthday presents from her was for her to take me shopping and buy me and outfit. I was quite excited for this as I'm going on holiday in the summer to L.A and I'm so excited.

"Does my outfit look okay?" I asked, as I walked downstairs. Where Mali was waiting for me.

"Dayum gurl," Mali laughed, "talk about tumblr."

"I was thinking that too," I laughed.

"I wonder who's top that is," Calum said, sarcastically. He knew that I wouldn't usually buy a top like this.

That's when I realized who it belonged to.

"I'm going to go and change my top," I said, my breath becoming unsteady.

"Don't! You look fine babe," Mali complimented, "I just need to put my lipstick on, I'll be about 5 minutes."

With that she disappeared up the stairs.

"Calum, I'm wearing Luke's top," I whispered. I was angry with myself, "I thought I gave everything that was Lukes to you?"

"He didn't want it. He said you looked better in it than he ever would."

"That still doesn't explain why I have it."

"When you were asleep yesterday, I put it in your wardrobe. I knew you'd pick it and wear it one day."

"Am I that predictable?"

"Yes. You wore it whenever you were with Luke."

"Oh."

"You wore it when you felt down."

"It reminds me of him."

"I know it does. Which is why you should keep it."

"But I wanted to forget him."

"I know you do, but he'll always be a part of your life. You still want to go to The University Of Western Australia right?"

"I guess so."

"When you've got a degree in law are it moving back to Sydney?"

"Yeah, I guess."

"Then there is a change you'll bump into him."

"What if I wanted to bump into him?"

"Well you do that. You still have Liz's number right?"

"Yeah."

"I'm sure she'll text you if she gets a different number. She'll always be there for you."