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Today is the day James moves in. I'm actually quite happy that he's moving in with us. I want to have the brother sister relationship with him that Mali and Calum have.

They're so close to each other, and I wish I had the opportunity to have that with James.

Speaking of Calum, he did apologize. The day after, he said that he hadn't been sleeping that well recently.

Calum and I could say the most horrible things to each other and the day after say sorry.

But today is a school day, so I thankfully won't be helping James move in. Today is also the last day of school this term before the Christmas holidays.

The Christmas holidays in England are only two weeks. I'm still used to having my summer holidays now.

I've just finished getting ready. I just need to put my shoes on and then my coat. The school uniform isn't that bad. We only have to wear: a skirt, tights or socks, school shirt and a blazer.

The uniform reminds me of the uniform in school back in Australia. I do miss Australia. I've been getting better at not thinking about Luke as much.

I have about half an hour before I need to leave the house to get to school in time, so I think I'm going to write to Luke.

16th December 2011,

                                        Dear Luke, today is my last day of school before the Christmas holidays start. I'm actually quite excited for Christmas this year, I don't know why. I just have a feeling that it's going to be good.

I've made a new friend. She's called Sahara. She really friendly and she's easy to talk to. I think that's why we get on so well.

When I first moved to this school she made me feel welcome and she showed me around everywhere. Luckily we have the majority of our lessons with each other which is good.

I feel like I can talk to her about anything. I feel like she's my best friend, that I've known for years and that we can tell each other all of our secrets.

I've been doing better, I guess. That's why I haven't wrote in 4 months, I'm sorry. I still think about you, a lot.

You'll always be a part of my life Luke. If that's through Calum or Michael, your mum or through myself, but I'll always love you.

Oh, it snowed yesterday. I was so happy. I haven't saw snow since I was 5, maybe even younger. I was like a 5 year old when I woke up to see it had snowed.

I really want to make a snowman. But I don't think the snow is the right consistency. It won't form balls.

Anyway, I need to get to school.

I love you, Luke, so much, don't ever forget that,
April X

I finished writing my letter to Luke. I folded it in half and put it in my bedside cabinet, at the back, with the few other letters.

I put my shoes on and I made sure I had everything that I would need for the day in my bag. Which I did, so I got one of my thicker, warmer coats out of my wardrobe and put it on.