The Journey To Love (A Shawn Michaels Love Story) (COMPLETED)!

Chapter 23: Guilt

Shawn's POV:
I feel guilty because when I woke up, I didn't feel guilty that I basically cheated on Hayley with her friend.

I didn't get why though.

Basically, what I'm saying I don't think I have feelings for Hayley anymore, but then again she has a special place in my heart that would always be there.

I still didn't want to let her go.

She's the only girl that actually changed me, not a lot though.

I thought maybe I should go out with someone that won't take like months for me to kiss.

But, I felt a little guilty if I'm going to do that.

I was just thinking, if I do, then what if Hayley talks to me, do I just lie, or I tell her the truth, which she would never forgive me for, and if I don't tell her eventually she will find out.

I just said, even though my gut was telling me to basically cheat on her, I just said I wouldn't do it.

It's the right thing to do.

Plus, I have business involving Hayley that I still need to finish.

Well, since I'm alone again, I'm like what the hell, I'm gonna go to a bar, I'm like what's gonna go wrong there.

So, I went I drank a lot, but I got used to drinking a lot, I was just checking out all the girls but I told myself you can't cheat Shawn, so that's when a bunch of gay guys approaching me.

They were drunk.

"Hey, there"?

"Oh, hey"

"Are you gay"?

It didn't really offend me much because it's mostly gay guys that are hot no homo by the way.

"Unfortunately, no"

"Really"?

"Umm, yeah"

"Oh, it's mostly gay guys that are hot like you"

Did I call that or what?

"Oh, thanks, hope you find someone that is"

He just nodded his head.

And, walked away.

The other guys were just checking me out.

I turned around that's when I saw Mary.

I'm like shit man.

She saw me and right as I was about to hide.

She looked hot though.

I turned back around, to pretend like I didn't see her.

She tapped me on the shoulder.

I turned around.

"Hey, Shawn"

"Hey"

By the way, I'm sitting on a stool in front of the counter.

She pointed at the stool right beside me.

"Can I sit here"?

"Yeah"

"So, what happened to Hayley"?

"We basically cheated on each other"

"Oh"

"Yeah"

"I didn't know you liked her"

"Well, I did, I still do, I don't know"