The Journey To Love (A Shawn Michaels Love Story) (COMPLETED)!

Chapter 21: Hatred

Hayley's POV:
After waking up, I felt so miserably, I don't know if it was the thing between Shawn and I but I feel like shit absolute shit, I missed Shawn already, I can't believe I'm in my 3rd grade boyfriend's house, the thing is I don't know who I love more, Shawn or Felix, Felix and I never really broke up, we had to because he was moving away and Shawn, when I first laid eyes on him he made me feel so special and I didn't even know why but he breaks up with me the second we go out together, I know the reason is bad, but he went out with my friend's girlfriend, and now Mary is going after him.

I still loved Shawn, that kiss, was so perfect, but I can tell he doesn't want to talk to me.

He was actually crying last night and so was I.

I went to the kitchen to make coffee, I didn't feel like watching cartoons today, I was just thinking about Shawn and I and if he'll ever talk to me again.

I can hear Felix's footsteps approach me from behind me.

"How ya doin' babe"? He said while kissing me on the cheek from behind me.

I just put stared at my coffee.

"What's wrong"?

"Nothing"

"Is it Shawn"?

I just kept on staring at my coffee.

"Look Shawn doesn't care about you anymore he and Mary dat-"

"Ok, you don't have to bring that up again"

"Ok then stop thinking about him"

"Felix, you don't get to tell me what to do and we're not even dating"

"What"?! "But, you kissed me last night"

"But, I never said we're going out though"

"So, you don't like me anymore"?

"I didn't say that either"

"Than, would you rather go out with a guy that went out with one of your friends or a guy that never did"

"Felix your not actually making me choose, are you"?

"Of course not but I can't believe you want to be with a guy like him"

"You weren't there when we met"

"Yeah but still"

*Sighs* "Look I still lo- like him"

"Why"?

"Because he's protective, caring, sweet, cute, have you seen his dimples"?

"No, but then why do you like me still"?

"Be-"

"Because, you're using me to make Shawn jealous, aren't you"?

"No, because you still like me and we never broke up"

"Ok"

"We're not dating though"

"Then, what's the point of you being with me"?

"Because, we can be pals, like the old days"

"I want to be more than that"

"Then, fine if you want to be like that, then I'll leave"

"Ok, fine with me"

*Doorbell rings*

Shawn's POV:
I woke up so late, I had a massive headache when I woke up, I felt so depressed knowing that Hayley and I were never gonna be together, I can't believe she went back out with that whore, he was so horrible to her, he allowed her to take drugs, and just left her there to get arrested wow that's definitely a good boyfriend right there.