Totally Jinxxed (book 1 of 3)

Now its clear you can't win

i woke up with the biggest headache,ive ever experienced. as well as I was exhausted and a bit sore. I looked around my room, I was alone.though there were a pair of red converse on the other side of my bed.

I wore a pair of blue shorts and a black vneck that fit me abit big.

i dont even remember putting them on... hell I dont even remember falling asleep..

the last thing I remembered was going into my kitchen after finding out the news about savanah from some guy named jinxx or atleast I think that's what his name was...

I looked at the time on my phone, it was 6:25 pm.

holy crap! how long have I been asleep?!

I got up and headed towards the kitchen for some water and pain pills.

the first thing I see is jinxx sitting at the table with water and ibeprofen. he smiled.

he wasn't wearing a shirt or shoes..

"you look good in black" he grinned.

at that moment I remembered what had happened on Sunday...

I sighed and pushed back the tears and the wretched memory.

"I thought you might want some medicine for your...uh..hangover." he said abit nervously.

"thanks"

I took the pills and chugged them down with the water.

"how do you feel?"

"shitty, sore and exhausted"

he let out a small chuckle as he got up and handed me a peice of paper from the fridge.

it was a note from my mom.they went out of town for a week,somewhere.they didn't even have the heart to say goodbye...even though we haven't spoken in days.. they never even told me why they started ignoring me..isn't that child abuse of some sort?

"why aren't you wearing a shirt?" I asked.

he paused for a moment then sighed.

"once you finished your vodka..you went crazy and started taking off your clothes."

I raised an eyebrow."that doesn't answer my question."

"you decided that taking off my clothes was a good idea too..so I panicked..and gave you my shirt." his mouth formed a straight line.

"I'd be damned if I let you fall asleep half naked." he grinned.

"oh." was all I could say.

"another drunk black out?" he asks.

"yeah.that happens quite a lot, actually."

"then why do you continue to drink?"

"I don't know"

I thought about it for a moment..I really didn't have a reason to drink..well atleast not until now.

jinxx sighed. "I think I should get going."

"yeah..erm..thanks for looking out for me by the way." I half smiled.

he looked down at his feet. "no problem, saphire."

he looked up smiling at me with his eyes a pretty shade of bright blue.

"um.. let me give you your shirt back."

as I started to walk towards my room to get a new shirt he grabs my arm and gently pulls me back grinning.

"no..don't worry about it."

i give him a confused look. "are you sure?"

he chuckled." yeah.keep it. I don't mind."

"ok then."

I smirked.

he headed back towards my room to get his shoes and walked out the door.

as soon as I heard his car drive away, a small part of me wanted him to come back.although this was allegedly our second time meeting each other, I still felt like I needed him with me.

I took a deep breath and shook off the weird feeling.

I changed into a pair of clean jean shorts and sandals, keeping on jinxx's shirt.

I walked out of the house towards the old park.even though now that place shouldve been dead to me.

*at the park*

as I got closer to the swings I saw gabriel sitting on the same exact swing I was on the day of my wretched humiliation. I could see the dry black paint all over the metal chains that held up the swing

"what the fuck are you doing here?!" I scream at him.

"I was kind of hoping you that I'd see you here."

he looked at me with a shy grin.

"after you humiliated me? you're so lucky I haven't kicked your sorry ass yet."

"I know and I'm really sorry."

"I thought you were my friend! I thought you'd always have my back!...I..." I took a deep breath with tears running down my cheeks. "I never want to see or talk to you ever again!" i yelled at him

"saphire I-"

"get the fuck out of my sight.before I put you into the hospital too." the tears started to blurr my vision.

he got up from the swing and wiped the fallen tears off my cheeks.

"I hope your sister is ok." he said right before running off to his car and driving off.

he knew about savanah? how? did he know she was in the hospital? or was it from the fight last week?

I couldn't figure it out.but the simple fact that he knew I had a sister was in itself surprising. considering I always hid it from every one at school.