Totally Jinxxed (book 1 of 3)

Through pain of heart or loss of mind,your burdens lifted

(jinxx POV)

it was 7PM,the night of our last show for another 10 months.everyone was still getting dressed and i was nearly ready.all i needed was my hair straightened. although it would be useless since i would be sweaty and disqusting before the middle of the show,even with outrageous amounts of hairspray.

"hey,jinxx.are you going to be ok?" andy asks running a hand through his short blond hair.

"yeah,why wouldnt i be?" i grinned.

"im just asking. you know,because of this sammi situation."he pulls out a cigarette from the box he kept in his back pocket,and lit it up.

i sigh,thinking of a way to change the subject. "so...what are we doing after the show?"

"i dont know.man,after the meet and greet we could pretty much do what ever we want."

"sweet! i cant wait" I say.

*showtime (8:30)*

the fans screamed and chanted our names from the stage,as loud as they possibly could.

"black veil brides! black veil brides! black veil brides!"

"woo! im ready!" ashley shouted.

"lets do this!" cc laughes.

andy took a few deep breaths and grabbed his cordless microphone.

every one began to grab their instruments from their cases.

cc ran out first to his drums and enthusiastically threw his arms in the air with the drumsticks in his hands.as he always did before starting any show.

the fans screamed and chanted louder as ashley and andy strutted down to the middle of the stage.

"how you doing tonight LA?!" andy yells in a deep rusty tone.

fans screamed the names of their favorite member,over and over.

i walked behind jake to the other side of the stage as we both smiled.

"lets see if any of you fuckers remember this!" andy raises an arm into the air as he got onto one knee.

he winked at me and jake as our signal to begin playing the first song.

"alone at last we can sin and fight and ive lost all faith in this blurring light.stay right here we can change our plight.storming throught this,despite whats riight!" andy sang after the instrumental.

i looked through the crowd of fans as i played,and noticed a girl right in front  of me crying with one of her arms in the air.she looked no older than 15 or 16. i smiled at her as i bent over to gently touch her hand.

she smiled wide as she carefully wiped away her tears.i wondered why.

she didnt look like she was wearing any make up,or so it seemed.she had a hell of alot of bracelets on her left arm. with only a few on her right.for some reason she intrigued me.i dont know why,but she did.not in a sexual way or anything like that,but i feel like i needed to talk to her.

i closed my eyes and shook the thought away and kept playing the rest of the song.

*meet and greet time*

the small crowd of fans patiently waited for us to arrive outside the building.

i sighed and smiled.

ashley opens the door "wheres all my purdy girls at?!" he says as several girls scream in excitement.

i walk out behind andy,cc,and jake noticing the young girl that was crying in front of me at the beginning of the show.before i got the chance to take a second glance at her,a couple of fans came up to me asking for an autograph and a picture,so i gladly did and sneaked my way out of the crowd. i slowly walk towards her forgeting about the other members of the band.

she smiled wider and wider as i got closer to her.

"hello" she says in a shy tone as her eyes widened with excitement.

"hi,how are you?" i grinned.

"im great thank you" she said in the same shy tone.

i looked around and noticed she was alone.she didnt bring any friends along with her?

"so,whats your name?"i ask.

"s-sa-savanah"she studdered.

"well,savanah im glad you came to see us play" i smiled and rubbed my hand on her shoulder.

out of nowhere tears formed in her eyes and she began to cry..

"whats wrong?"

the other guys noticed but i waved them off,and they willingly went onto talk to other fans.

"i had to sneak out to come here.because my parents wouldnt let me come unless i had some one to go with."she faced the ground hiding more tears that came down her cheek."and my older sister didnt want to take me..so in desperation,i came here alone."

i held her head in between my hands and wiped the tears off of her cheeks...along with some cover up make up that covered some nearly faded bruises with my thumbs.

"savanah..uh..can you tell me,why your covered in bruises?" i ask.

another thought came to my mind to check her wrists.i really hoped that they were bare and clean,under the massive amount of bracelets she wore.

"give me your hands." i calmly demanded.

silently she raised both of her wrists looking down knowing what i wanted to see.

i gently removed the bracelets and saw what i prayed i shouldnt have...multiple deep cuts...

some of them i could tell they were fresh.and others werent as new but not too old either.the cuts staggered all the way down to the back of her elbow,that were soon to be scars.i couldnt believe my eyes.

"im...sorry..." was all she could say before bursting into tears again.

i sat down on the smooth clean concrete,with my back against the wall and tapped the spot next to me,signaling for her to sit.

"tell me,why?" i asked.

*one hour later*

as she finished telling me everything,i wondered how her own sister could be so cruel.i couldnt imagine being beaten up nearly every day at school.hearing all this made me angry,at her ignorant sister,and at the kids who consistantly bully in her school,for treating some one soo badly for trying to be herself.i hated it.

time was about to run out on our meet and greet,and we both stood up.out of no where i hugged savanah tightly.she hugged me back utterly surprized.

"thank you so much!' she said muffled in my chest.

i smiled and pat the top of her head."your welcome,savanah."

jon whistled for us to get back to our tour bus to head home.and i let go of savanah.

she smiled and walked away to the street,waving goodbye to me and the rest of the band.i happily waved back and slowly walked away towards our bus.

i felt good.now i knew why i needed to talk to her.why i had that feeling of needing to meet her.she just needed a friend.

i smiled as i walked back with my head held high.

within a minute or two,i heard a car speeding and a loud thump behind me...