Totally Jinxxed (book 1 of 3)

Partners in crime will leave their mark

(Vincent's POV)

it was Saturday night,the night of gabriels party.

everyone was completely wasted,except for me and saphire.

she just stood in the middle of the room, as entertained as a class would be in the middle of a history lecture.

at one point I saw her talking to matthew.most likely he was trying to hook up with her.but like always he never seems to succeed.

he falls flat on his face and spills his jack daniels.saphire chuckles and walked towards the backyard.

I stared at him for a moment.

why do I hang out with such alcoholic idiots? the bigger question is, howd I end up with them in the first place?

oh, right! because I have no one else...and because of matthew, of course.

if only he knew my secret.then it would probably make things a hell of a lot easier.but it could ruin me and my social life, all together. I wish I could tell him.or anyone for that matter.

as if I could tell matthew how amazing and beautiful he is.or how I get so frustrated when I can't kiss him every moment were alone together.especially not that everytime I've ever had sex with a girl, I always wished it was him.its frustrating me emotionally and sexually.

we've all been friends since the 7th grade, and yet they still don't know.it makes me sick to my stomach that I have to hide this from them.especially from Matthew.

I sighed and pulled myself together and walked towards him.

"dude, your never going to get with her." I grab his hand and pull him up.

"shut up vincent." he rolls his eyes in frustration.

he grins "she'll come around sooner or later."

he was adorable when he was persistent.

fucking hell! why can't he just want me for a change?

he headed out the front door towards his car. I followed behind him.

"hey where you going?" I ask.

"gonna get some more beer...or what ever."

"but you're drunk as hell."

"and your point is?" he unlocked his car.

"you can't drive. you can barely walk for fuck sake matt." I pleaded

"dammit, vincent! just shut the fuck up and get in the car."

he climbed inside his car as I smiled and did the same.

*10 minutes later*

"fuck! not one liquor store is open!" he hit the steering wheel hard.

"lets just go back to the party. everyones already pretty damn drunk."

"your not." he chuckled.

"thats because I'm not off probation, man.otherwise I'd be more wasted than you are." I laughed.

I remembered that day as if it were yesterday. saphire, gabriel, matthew and I were at Kaylees house drinking a fuckload of tequila, by ourselves.After saphire and Gabriel went home.it was just the 3 of us left.matthew had never been as drunk as he was that night.kaylee later passed out on the couch.

both me and Matthew were soo drunk that we could hardly see anything from our blurred vision.

soon enough he thought I was kaylee,somehow and BAM! he kissed me.made out with me,full on tongue too.it was soo fucking amazing.unfortunately he passed out only 5 minutes in.but it was sure as hell the best 5 minutes of my life.

after that I ended up stealing some ones car thinking it was mine, to drive home.oh well.that kiss made everything that had happened that night totally worth it.

"hey,vince, do you see that?" he pointed at someone on the street.

"yeah what about it?"

"I think there was some kind of emo gathering or something happening here...and one of those little fuckers are leaving"

he grinned devilishly.

"yeah..so?.."

"soo, lets give him alittle...surprise."

"what kind of 'surprise' are you thinking about?" I raised an eyebrow.

"you'll see." he grinned as he slammed his foot on the gas pedal.

my eyes widened immediately.

"what the fuck matt?! are you trying to kill him or us?!" I screamed.

he just laughed and kept his foot on the gas pedal.

"slow the fuck down matt!!" I yelled from the top of my lungs.

another minute passed and I saw a body roll over the car.

I was in complete shock.

"you didn't have to do that!"

matthew laughed again and kept speeding down the street until we were about 2 miles away from where we hit the guy on the street.

matthew grinned at me, he was probably able to hear my heart pounding a million times per second.

"chill out vincent.that guy is most likely mad and walking it off now.worst case scenario he has a couple of cuts and scrapes."

my lips formed a straight line.

he chuckled "doesn't matter any way.he probably already does that to himself.. little emo shit."

I took a deep breath to calm myself down.

the guy didn't even loom like he hit the car too badly.he'll can just walk it off.no biggie.

"I guess you're right." I smirked.

"anyways, lets go back to my place.I think I have a few bottles of tequila in my room." he grinned as his turquoise eyes brightened with excitement.

I smiled.

my mind raced, with soo many thoughts.many of them, a seemingly straight guy shouldn't have. I hated my mind for torturing me the way it did daily..or was it Matthew that had started it in the first place?

I guess I'm going to have to find out tonight...