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Maybe it's too late to say sorry,
And maybe I don't deserve friends like you.
But after what I've been through,
I should at least get a chance.

A chance to let you know,
How I'm really feeling,
How the memory of what I've done to you,
Is tearing me apart.

I know I'll never regain your trust,
Nor do I ever expect to,
Because what I've done,
Can never be forgiven.

Maybe the odds just aren't in my favor.
Maybe I'm not meant for anything great,
But throughout the turmoil,
One thing stays the same.

Even if I may hate myself for what happened,
I will never have it in me to hate you.
You didn't do anything wrong,
And you don't deserve someone as broken as me.

I still love you,
Even if I may not be able to show it.
Even if I won't be in your life.
I just want you to be happy.

So this is my way of saying farewell,
That even when I am not in your life,
You will forever be a part of mine.
You have changed me.

You've changed my life for the better,
And I'm glad that I could get to know you.
The time we've spent together,
Has meant so much to me.

Maybe I'm not worthy of you.
But this is not goodbye forever.
Maybe someday in the future,
I'll be able to grow and come back.

Forgotten: Poetry by Shane MillerWhere stories live. Discover now